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My New Blog.

2007-08-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hi people! For those that have not been in contact with me for long, I've already changed my blog to :

amuseme.wordpress.com

Thanks!!

Shaoxing Trip.Focus Music.ARC Competition.Perfect Semester.JLPT Test.IAP.Tomohisa.

2006-12-26T05:27:00.000+08:00

OKIE!! Everyone's been complaining about my stagnant blog!! And here I am, blogging away again, hopefully able to update it everyday.

Where and how shall I start? Hmm.. I guess I'll go as the title suggests. BUT on a day by day basis.

-Shaoxing Trip-
It was the most wonderful days of the past..hmm..12 years of my schooling life. 15 days, 24 FMS students, 2 lecturers, 4 friends from China, with the same passion. Passion for photography, passion for adventure, passion for videography, passion for music, and even passion for FOOD!

Spending 15 days with people you know and didn't know back then was not easy.
You get to tolerate with people, and in the end realised that everything's got to do with compromising. We're all kids in that big country, wandering around, trying to satisfy our curiosity by trying out ALMOST everything.

Furthermore, what can be better than your lecturers letting you experience a fantastic and liberating life abroad?? Remember the separation between males and females accomodation? Lights out? There's no such things during those 15 days!! haha. That's why all of us got so close during the trip, because we shared beds, floors, balcony(?!), toilets, food, and even shoulders to lie on when we're tired!!

Oh man, and here I am missing China again. And to think that Chiam Singwei a.k.a Uncle is in China enjoying himself makes me wanna grit my teeth. ARGH..

However, I think the best part is, we stayed together even after the trip. Okay, we did make use of each other a little bit. HAHA. That's why all FMS individuals are so special!! and her superb humanography(human photography), not forgetting also her superb ears and heart when I BARE my heart out to her and only her; Kee YatingLee Xianjie and his amazing photography skills on architectures and sceneries, and his cruel judgement when deleting photos straight away from his DSLR; Chiam Singwei and his brilliant videography and editting skills which threw me and my TV pro group off the stage!! Ahh.. How I love my Kiddo+Mid-Kiddo+Uncle friends. LOL.

To be continued...
Coming up next... "Focus Music"

2006-08-22T05:14:00.000+08:00

Heya~ Been busily trying to catch up with my Jap lately, so if you're wondering why I haven't been blogging, try reading my stuff at http://www.wretch.cc/blog/onnanok0 and you'll understand. LOL.

yellow.green.red.

2006-04-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Ah...Today is one the most contented days in my life. I'm so glad that I went to interview him and "accidentally" got him to sign for me on his album cover. Lol. Supposedly, he wasn't able or allowed to sign autographs as he has twisted his left wrist(he's a left-hander), but he had signed it for me and another newpaper guy. haha.

the funny thing is this, when he's helping the newpaper guy to sign, i asked him about his wrist as i'm afraid he can't sign more than one album. then he told me:"one is okay, 1000 will be difficult.", upon hearing that, I(holding out his album) turned away and say:"okie then! =)" however!! he noticed the album in my hand and immediately say:"it's okay it's okay!"

AND SO, in the end i've got the rare autograph edition of his latest album. Though I've thought of selling it, it will be rather difficult too as he wrote my name on it too. HAH!

Since my blog has been complained as being plain and boring, I shall add some graphics to it. There you go.

Okie, I shall help to promote his album too as he's not too bad to us this time round. His new album "Heroes of the Earth" is out now in all music stores, and trust me, it's really worth buying. I'm so inspired by this CD more than any other of his past. This is a better chinked-out album than the last one. Enjoy!

Back to school.

2006-04-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! I'm back to school!!
Haha. New class, new modules, and even more exciting events to be coming up this year.
Jazreen OMG Elizabeth Ng is sitting next to me right now and she's so irritating that she wants to say hi to her charismatic dancer.
BRB.

i'm back!!

2006-04-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

Finally, a new post.
Currently working my pretty butt off for SPH and enjoying at the same time.
At least is not some admin stuff or telemarketer job. Or else I'd have dread working every morning.
However, this job is SO FLEXIBLE that i can't help but keep missing my dance classes. I want to go dance. I miss dance.
Okay, recently there hasn't been many artistes coming over to Singapore, so our focus will be mainly on Singapore Idol and the SuperBand. Other than that, we'll bring you the latest gossip and so forth. So, do buy Shin Min Daily News. hahaha.
Enough advertising. I shall now update on my current lifestyle.
Today will be my last ADP(Artiste Development Programme) class in TinyBoxMusic. From next week onwards, IF i pass the exam, then I'll be "upgraded" to Special Course. At first, I'm so confident that I'll definitely continue. But, think financial and time wise, I'm starting to have my own worries.
Lately I found out that I begin to "care" about things happening around me. I used to think that thinking so much is useless. However, I just don't like the feeling of having something hanging over your stomach and not solving it. It's so torturous, lah.
However, considering the fact that I'm still uncertain of my results, I shan't say so much first. =)
Another thing. Tell me how am I supposed to lose weight within 1 week? LOL. Especially when I hate jogging.
Cheerios.

Almost over you.

2006-02-21T03:06:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm back again.

After long tedious weeks of Apple Integrated Project and Location Video Production editing stuff, I finally got my time off to relax again.

Well, not really unless I finish Media & Society Exam on 28th Feb.

Today's Marketing test was bad man. My 20 marks was gone and was quite stupidly gone.

TOOLS. Why did I actually go and think until so complicated and gave him PR functions instead?? Oh man. Luckily, it's just 20%. BUT.. hope I won't flunk it. The last thing that I want to fail is Marketing man.. At least I already know that my GraphComm confirm pass, Web D.. should be alright, then lastly marketing to worry about.

Can you imagine?("Samsung") Just flunk one and you'll flunk all three. This system sucks lah. *praying everyday*

Okay, end of complaining.

I used to post this song on my blog before and I still loved it until now. It reminds me of him. It also shows how ironic people are. When you're hurt or feeling sad, you'll listen to sad and emo songs that reminds you of that person or event even more. Ironically, I feel good after doing that.

This song also reminds me of a little girl who loves stars in my class. haha. Although she may be mean and bad to me at times HURR(*joking), she's quite cute at TIMES lah. Actually, wanted to post this post long ago when saw her emo that day while listening to a song, but that time too hectic already.

That very day, 27th Jan 2006, she had indirectly led me to dig out all the memories that I have with him. Thus, I did things that every emo people will do. Run through every single photos and videos that I took with him, searching every nice little things that he had done for me. However, at the same time, feeling sad over how he would do all those things to another person. Fizzi said I'm a sadist, and I agree. haha. But I'm a sadist to myself as I like the feeling of liking him though it's hurting me at the same time.

Sometimes, I think I'm being too harsh to myself. I make it a point to remain as friends after every failed relationship(only 2 lah huh), but everytime after I say goodbye to him at the end of the day, I find myself so helpless.

However, all has ended when he turn himself away from me.

Therefore, this song I present to all of you. And to that little girl who deserves a better man.

Almost.Over.You. - Sheena Easton.

- If there's someone out there who will walk into my life, I hope that he won't ever walk out of it again. -

Bored. =)

2006-02-16T14:23:00.000+08:00

Arena

(known to self and others)

bold, cheerful, extroverted, observant, witty

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

caring, clever, confident, energetic, friendly, giving, happy, kind, mature, patient, responsive, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm

Façade

(known only to self)

Unknown

(known to nobody)

able, accepting, adaptable, brave, calm, complex, dependable, dignified, helpful, idealistic, independent, ingenious, intelligent, introverted, knowledgable, logical, loving, modest, nervous, organised, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, shy, sympathetic, tense, wise

Dominant Traits

70% of people agree that glad is cheerful
60% of people agree that glad is extroverted
60% of people think that glad is friendly

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (20%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (10%) cheerful (70%) clever (20%) complex (0%) confident (40%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (40%) extroverted (60%) friendly (60%) giving (10%) happy (30%) helpful (0%) idealistic (0%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (0%) introverted (0%) kind (10%) knowledgable (0%) logical (0%) loving (0%) mature (10%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (10%) organised (0%) patient (30%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (20%) searching (0%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (0%) sentimental (0%) shy (0%) silly (20%) spontaneous (40%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (20%) warm (10%) wise (0%) witty (10%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 16.2.2006, using data from 10 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view glad's full data.

NRA rocks my socks!! woot~

2006-01-14T02:39:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Outfitters, JK SCAFS, Indi Dolls and Lil' Bratz!

Must ganbate for tml's finals k? hehehe. though I think by the time u all see this thing already over le.

Battalion girls - you all have already won the battle beautifully. i love you girls~ =)

Funkamia "Feel the Groove" 2006 Finals
Venue: Ngee Ann City Takashimaya, Civic Plaza
Date: 14th Jan 2006
Time: 730pm
No. of Grps competing: 10

NRA in da house!

2006-01-08T02:51:00.000+08:00

NRA~ We survived 2 performances and some more, it's 2 "wet" performances! yeah~

lol. didn't know why we always to happen to perform on rainy days. maybe we look nicer when we're look like we're performing moonwalk on stage? lol. but it's a great success lah. i love to perform on stage man. all the cheering and spotlights and attention given to us. BUT there's TOO MUCH dry ice! oh man. I can't even see the others and the audience during the Pussycat Dolls dance. I feel like I'm stranded on this small island with white mist surrounding me lah. lol.

After our Danz Explosion, all of us went crazy taking photos and getting high on our own. hahaha. we took around 1 hour to finally set off our feet to go find a place and makan. Then, Stephanie, Sheryline(how to spell??), Peiyi, Jan, Seow Ting aka Ah lian, Ken, Liyana and me went to Cineleisure food court to have our late dinner. Saw our beloved senior SK on the way and he joined us to makan after that. Then during the makan session, we crapped up with alot of lame jokes. Poor xiaoming. lol. Peiying aka the molester and Thomas aka "En" met up with us and decided to eat with us.

We wanted to take neoprint after that but WANZHEN aka the neoprint woman aka my JC friend said that they are going to lock up the machine already. haiyer.. wanzhen.. nvm. I took revenge too. lol.

Here comes the fun part of my going home journey today. Before departing with them, me and Peiying hugged each and everyone of them for dunno-how-many-times, then we went down to take MRT. To my horror, I've JUST missed my last train and I have no choice but to join the rest of them to walk to PS. But the journey is still enjoyable lah. hahaha. That is during when we saw the dopest thing of the night. The popping and locking red M&M. wahahaha. That is super funny can! hahaha. our imaginations rock!

Okay, the difficult part. After parting with them, I went to take NR7 which took around 45mins to reach Pasir Ris. Again, to much of my horror, it doesn't even stop NEAR to my place. So, in the end, I've walked 7 bus stops and 4 car parks in order to reach my place. I'm not complaining about the tired part cos I quite like walking. It's the quiet part that freaks me out. I really missed my old place where people still stay up late during the wee hours of 3 or 4am. Can you imagine me brisk walking in the middle of the night and all you could hear is the sound of my footsteps? Okay, lesson 1 learned. Never to go back home late again. lol.

Heh. Having house warming tomorrow. Looking forward to see my secondary school friends again. woot~

It has begun (Tan A., 2005).

2005-12-01T03:17:00.000+08:00

hahaha. This post is to inform all of you out there who do read my blog to anticipate for my next skin. woot~ It has begun(quoting from Azhar's blog). LOL. However, I mean REALLY begun. =)

Ah Kow in Action.

2005-11-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha. Just a short introduction of who is Ah Kow. Ah Kow is my 2nd elder brother a.k.a. Kelvin Tan. The name originates from Kelvin, which sounds like kow-bin(dog-face). So, therefore the nickname Ah Kow.

Hahaha, it's an interesting day and I'm glad I didn't missed it.

Jade, my friend who is also my bro's boss's daughter, was attending this male customer,who is in his late 20s. He acted as if he was comparing 2 nokia phones and suddenly ran off with the phones. So instinctively, Jade shouted:"THIEF!!!" Then Ah Kow gave chase to the man.

My dad, mom and I were waiting for him to knock off, so we waited for around 10 mins, but still no sign of him. So we decided to call his hp and there's no answer. Then, I got off my dad's car and went to look for him at the handphone shop. However, there's no sign of him, but only Jade, her sis, salesgirl and another salesman. Immediately, Jade told me that Ah Kow went to gave chase to a hp thief. Therefore, I looked at her in awe and asked her where he went and who he went with. And when she told me Ah Kow went alone by himself, I almost fainted.

Then Ah Kow called Jade to go to the carpark lot as he had caught the theif all by himself. woot~ hahaha. Though I am damn worried for him, but I know that he will survive one lah. LOL.

But the interesting part is this. The police came and asked the guy to show them his IC. So, he took out his wallet but didn't move an inch after that. Eventually, the police snatched the wallet from him and took out an IC. Guess what? The IC doesn't belong to him at all. Yet he lied that it was his friend's. YAH RIGHT. And the funniest thing is, he said he didn't mean to steal, he just want to collect money from his friend at the carpark. WHAT. Can't you put down the phones?? And in the first place, why did you RUN?? LOL. That's not the end. That guy started to tremble and couldn't stand. So, the police suspected that he took drugs and called for ambulance. If he lied, then he's going to get it lah. In any case, he's dead meat already lah. hahhaa.

Although there's no award given to my bro, he was greatly commended by his boss. Ah Kow also told me that 4 guys tried to catch 1 thief before, but failed. And he started to haolian about himself and told me his skills, his tactics, his..........etc. But I'm still very proud of him lah. heh.
The moral of the story is: don't look down on an ah kow. woof! ;)

I'm so glad.

2005-10-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

School is starting soon and I'm so glad. I want to study right now. lol.

Well... I'm so glad that Rain has become a bit chubby again.(okok, I know I've mentioned him alot of times already) lol. i don't mind him become fatter loh seriously. hahaha! he will look so cute eventually. small eyes, thick lips, round and bouncy tummy.. but still attractive. at least to me lah huh. he slim down so much and looked so fatique during his concert peak period at HK and China. yalah, I'm heartbroken to see him getting thinner everyday. =(

BUT the main problem is that I've been eating alot lately and felt guilty about it, when people can be so busy-running-around and slim down so much. why can't i?

i didn't say i'm not running around though. i am, almost everyday due to my work. sometimes thrice a day. but i can still eat my food happily, without having me tired myself out, and eventually forgetting to take my meals. lol. I know Joyce will though. hahaha. just ate hokkien mee for lunch and it's superb. =)

P.S: For those of you who didn't know(which means you are very very slow..), I'm quite crazy over this Korean artiste lately. So be prepared to see me posting alot of info about him lah huh. Bear with it yah?

25/10/2005

Jihun-ssi aka Rain@ drama press conference yesterday, looking chubby and healthy again. ;)

a letter to H2O.

2005-10-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

我是一个被骂，就会一整天闷闷不乐的人。

但是我的脾气不错，过一天就会忘记了。

如果你骂的有道理，让我学到了什么，那还好。

可是你不要无缘无故骂我，尤其当错是在于你的时候！

Rainy Day. =)

2005-10-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

It's raining! hahaha. I love rain.

I'm munching on Spinelli's Lemon Scone now. It reminds me of Bk and meimei's orange scones which, they cheated me in eating by saying those are apple scones. lol.

I ate lunch alone today as Joyce and Huang Ying are not in sph. I bought myself an egg sandwich, banana smoothie and lemon scone. 顺便提一下, I ate cheesy larva supreme hawaiian and seafood pizza(2pieces)+3 lil chicken drumsticks+3pieces of garlic bread for dinner last night, (i'm not finished) and 1 piece of cheesy larva supreme seafood+3garlic bread for breakfast today. what can i do? i need to work and dance and sing, you think i got so much energy to burn if i continue my kitten's appetite?

Anyway, I'm quite shock by my tigress's appetite now as I'm able to eat even more than what I used to eat when I am at my junk food peak period. Strangely, I'm not even 3/4 full after finishing all these food. hai. But the best part is this: I'VE LOST WEIGHT. lol. This is so funny and ridiculous. But quite logical in some ways 'cause the frequency of me visiting the toilet has been increasing and everytime there's big business going on. HAH. if i really managed to slim down further, i shall write my own book and it will be the best seller of the year. trust me. lol.
(don't try my method yet, effect may varies. lol.)

Just wrote an article on the colour-changing cup. so cute can. the cup's picture is of a beach scene, with bikini babes and hunks. however, when you pour hot water in, the colour will change, as in, their clothes will become transparent, and eventually GONE! hahaha. I think it's super cute while the "older people" think that it's a bad influence and ask me to write about it to criticise it. okay, i will do so. but i still think it's cute in its own way. hahaha. and i want that cup.

Listening to: I think I - Star
Mood: in-a-mood-for-a-brand-new-relationship

Happy birthday to my beloved Xiaohan. I love you! Sarang heyo~

Fighting.

2005-10-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

yes. i am fighting for my freedom. i shall work until i have no more fats left for me to burn. lol.

damn. have been doing a lot of saikangs these few days. been to the extreme ends of Singapore and come back with not much interesting points to write about. or another words, i don't think they are interesting at all. been through 3 occasions whereby the talks are damn boring. it's like JC lecture again. i'm so glad that i'm in NP masscomm now. at least we have entertaining lecturers that interest students, aspiring us to work hard. although we may "hurr harr hehh" when there's overloading workload, at least i am enjoying what i'm doing.

please! water(my boss's nickname given by me)! don't ask me to do saikangs anymore! lol. just finished doing all the october ads for him and he didn't even cringed a bit. damn. i was looking towards seeing him having some funny expression on his face. but no lah huh.

school is starting next week and work is ending this friday. how i look forward to school. anyway, guess i couldn't make it for KL trip with MJchoir already. wednesday lesson 2-4pm, plus dance at 6pm. and the worst thing is that i have to fork out 400 bucks by this wednesday, which is highly impossible. hai.

i'm currently working hard on my Japanese and Korean now. hope my goals will come through. =)

my spine hurts. i wonder why. didn't really do anything the past few days. hmm.

okai, there goes water again. say he didn't receive my diskette. please lah, pack your table can?

Listening to: I do - beloved Rain
Mood: home-sick

I've got a love-hate relationship with Lee Ling.

2005-10-13T10:57:00.000+08:00

I seriously hate Lee Ling. Here are the TOP 3 reasons:

She got to take pictures and videos of Rain in HK.
She have Rain's first DVD.
SHE WENT TO HK'S RAIN CONCERT WITHOUT TELLING ME.

Okay lah.. Although she didn't know I like Rain then, and summore I have to love her for the next top 3 reasons:

She sent me Rain's HK concert picture.
She sent me funny videos of Rain.
She like Rain. I like all people with GOOD TASTE. woot!

hahaha. The next top 3 reasons why I like Rain. Before that, I need to say something seriously. I have not evolve to a hua1 chi1(one who is lovestruck). Just take a look at the reasons and you HAVE TO agree with me.

He is the one and only guy, with single eye-lid, and makes me think that he's attractive.
Scientifically speaking, it's about the ratio theory that make heads turn to look at him. Have you heard of The Vitruvian Man? hah. Those who have not go and find out.
Compared to some other actor/actress who only have the capability of showing his/her bod, wanting people to look at his/her face, he is definitely far off better than that. Sing, he can. Dance, he can. Act, he definitely can. Charisma, he sure have.
Okay, this is my own preference. I like tall and well-built guys, but with boyish smile. =)
Lastly, because he's irresistable.

hahaha. I love rain. so does yimin. so does chingwen. so does lee ling. so does gerald. so, what are you waiting for?

P.S: Starting my singing lessons at Tiny Box Music next thursday. woot! hahaha.

"Ouch. It's raining. Sizzling hot."

Family Day.

2005-10-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hah! The long-awaited family day is finally here. Actually, we just went to shop for awhile and then makan after that. I have to admit that the adults are definitely bigger spenders than me, the "impulsive buyer"(chengwei's-surname-which-i-forgot,2005). But I did rebute that I'm only an "impulsive thinker". lol.

First stop, we went to IMM building to shop for a while as papa bear said he's still quite full from lunch. haha. That gives me the chance to go collect my vcd "He's a woman, She's a man"(in chinese, jin1 zhi1 yu4 ye4). That's my all-time favourite. I watched it N times. Or rather, quoting from Joyce(another sph intern), we've watched it (n+1)times. hahaha. sounds abit more wad. Then they were playing "Full House" on the TV in the shop and I stood there to look at Rain. woot.

Afterwhich, me and my bro aka Kelvin, went to the antique ornaments shop to meet up with my dad, mum and sis. HAH. That's where they spent big money. Oh, i forgot to say something. My dad asked me to guess how much is his sapphire ring. It looks really..And so I suggest $5. hahaha. And my dad nearly killed me. Then I went $8...$29.90...$38.90...$168..................$800. Yes. THAT ring cost $800. After much calculation, me and my bro conclude that we could have bought: 1 2GB nano iPod + apple lanyard headphones + samsung E530C hp. Oh man. The ring feel so heavy on my thumb. But quite shiok too. hahahaha.

While mum and dad were combing for good stuffs in the shop, my sis found me(the cute wooden piggy) on the floor. AND I found her too. hahaha. but only her head was left.(cute-minus-adorable wooden pig head). Then I bought the MOST EXPENSIVE PRESENT EVER for my mum. It's a "tian1 zhu1". In another words, it's actually healing stones that evolved from Tibet 70,000 years ago. A really small bead, but it cost me $150. But worth it lah, consider that I seldom give anything to my mum. I love my mum. =)

Then brother and sister bear started to pester me to buy them stuffs. BOO. hahahaha. next time. "Maybe".(Kimura, 2004, "Pride")

The highlight of the show was going to Hilltop restaurant, located further up from Jurong Bird Park, to have Teppanyaki! heh. We ate alot of good stuff and the chef is damn good. His knife is like whoa. His fork is like whooa. His skills is like WHOAAAA. hahaha. Then me and Kelvin ate pan-fried ice-cream after that.

Last stop, papa bear drove us to my familiar hang-out -- Clarke Quay. He suggested taking Bungee shot, but definitely jokingly. LOL. Then all of us observe the 3 tourists who were taking the ride and my mum was laughing hysterically at them. wahaha. cheap thrill. like me. Saw Anto at Crazy Elephant again. Anto ah Anto, don't you have off days?? poor thing.

That's about it. I'm dead beat now. peace out. =)

"Ouch. It's raining. Sizzling hot."

It's a beautiful day.

2005-10-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

How can it not be a beautiful day when everything is going on so well for me today? HA HA HA. I was so excited this whole day and I believe I will for the rest of my days.. Until I got scolding from my singing teacher. Lol.

I was officially enrolled in Mr. Roy Loi's music school - Tiny Box Music. Didn't really expected that much out of the audition but I was signed as a trainee artiste from now on. Believe me. I'm still trembling from that excitement that they gave me now. But I think I was pure lucky cos the room's acoustic is so damn fabulous and it makes me voice sound damn good. lol. just like bathroom singing.

Although it's a happy event for me and it will keep me happy for don't-know-how-many days, I still have a good deal of things to worry about.

The school fees. I am so not going to take from my mum or dad cos it just feel so not right. In another words, I still have to work even after the school term starts.
I may have to give up my favourite chocolate and Mentos(lime).
My all-time problem: cut down on my diet. lol. My mum's cooking is so good, how can I resist?? MOREOVER, Gerald and Kyong keep bringing me to eat good yet sinful food, how to slim down?? Gerald & KY: It's all your fault lah! Remember my Tannline bikini. By the end of this year I will achieve my goal.

Went shopping with my mum and sis today and found that my clothes size shrink by 1 size. woot~ dance is doing me good. I'll look forward to the camp on 14th of Oct!

Movie recommendation: "He's a woman, She's a man"(HK movie). It will be showing on Channel 8 tomorrow at 10:30pm. Remember to watch! My all-time favourite show. What I mean by favourite? I combed the whole of Singapore to look for the vcd and lately the JE LaserDisc shop contacted me and brought good news!! haha. So those of you who are also LeslieCheung-fanatics, go there and buy k? There's no where else that sells the vcd liao. ;)

Sweet dreams tonight. =)

WAIT. I gotta work tomorrow. damn.

It's tiring.

2005-10-04T09:22:00.000+08:00

I feel so tired this morning. I didn't even feel like going to work, but I have to. All because of the grape stomping event.

Ok, the main reason why I am so freaking tired:
1)I've been doing some not-very-legal stuff for one whole week and managed to finish watching 13 eps of it. rain is cute.
2)I've not been sleeping normally for days/nights as I'll wake up in the middle of the night and visit www.fanrain.com, cos they're always uploading new stuff. rain is so cute.
3)With me skipping 3 lessons of Hip Hop, my stamina has dropped drastically. However, I managed to survive. Ann ah, can don't do floor movements anymore? lol. kidding. Dancing reminds me of rain. rain is still so cute.

I'm glad to say I found a companion who also like rain. That is, our pretty friday weekly/zaobao reporter yimin. hahaha. Can't help but saying we have good taste. Oh! And Gerald too. hahaha. Though he said that he's a ctfftb when he first saw him. lol.

Ok, I sound like some bimbotic woman now. lol. try to understand. i need to keep myself awake for the grape stomp session at Indochine later@ 10:45am. and he keeps me awake. =)

Finally a proper MAF celebration.

2005-09-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all! I bet the mooncakes are producing a negative result for you, Do you look like a full moon now? hahaha.

I've not been eating much mooncake this year though. Quite strange. I don't feel tempted at all by the look of those jade-skin lotus seed mooncake with chocolate/macademia fillings. hahaha. Heard from Kokyong that the Haagen Daaz mooncake ice-cream is very good though. The price is, of course, even nicer. 80 bucks for 2. hahaha. (Kokyong: with or without box huh?)

Since it's MAF, of course we'll have the candles lighting/lantern playing/papers burning going on. hahaha. And finally, I've got companions to celebrate this year's MAF. They are the smart Gerald, Kokyong, Xiang Rong, Javier; and the not-so-smart-near-to-dumb Edwin. hahaha.

Edwin, KY, XR and Gerald.

Me and my red lantern.

These are the few criterias to become Edwin:

Ep 1) How to make a candle stand still.

Edwin: How ah how ah?
Gerald and me: Just heat the base and can liao.
Edwin: (bring the lantern near to a lighted candle and started burning the base OF the lantern)
All: Oh my god.

Ep 2) Chemistry lesson: the failed attempt of performing combustion with greens.

Edwin: (plucking leaves from a nearby tree)
Gerald & KY: Edwin what are you doing?
Edwin: I want to make the fire bigger mah.
Gerald: Oh my god Edwin. Anything that is green and on the tree can't be burn!
Edwin: Can! Can! I show you! (........failed)
KY: Edwin... Leaves got water, how to burn??

Ep 3) Please do not aid in global warming.

Edwin: (throwing plastic into the heap of fire and paper)
All: EDWIN!!!! Don't throw plastic in!!!!
Edwin: Huh? Why?
Me: Please be friendly to the environment. Plastic is non-biodegradable.
Edwin: Orr.. Issit?

Last Ep) Season finale of the not-so-smart-near-to-stupid Edwinnie show.

Gerald: Edwin is dumb lah huh
KY & XR: Edwin.. why you so stupid.. NO.. blame it on *pjc..
Me: Okay lah. Don't be so mean. Edwin.. you need to buck up in your common sense..
Edwin: Hurr...(fade off)

hahahaha. we all love Edwin. That is, when we run away from him. hahaha.
But seriously, he's quite a great friend to have. The reason why i put quite is just to prevent his head from getting big. lol.

Kokyong flying to his beloved Chang-e.

Other than that, we also ate mooncakes and Green tea. Kokyong tried to fly to the moon to find Chang-e but he can't fly that high yet. hahaha.

But he's like a cat demon though. Climbing all over the monkey bar and jumping down from a near one-storey high level. And of course, his famous body axle was performed again. *standing ovation.

XR and me actually created a candle-lit heart and it was super-luper nice. Then we had alot of photo-taking session and all. Although it looks like all of us are surrounded by a romantic atmosphere, we are actually surrounding the candles to make them survive the attack of the strong wind. hahaha. We look super spastic and unglamorous when we're trying to block the wind away from the candles. hahahaha.

Done by: XR and me
XR's darling: don't you feel glad that you have him? hahahaha.

How do I live without you guys? Thinking of all the great times we had together and the possibility of having more fun in the future really makes me feel really sad to leave you guys. But I will always come back to Bedok Reservoir to haunt all of you. hahaha.
Love to all of you: kokyong, gerald, xiangrong, edwin and javier. (w/o ranking hor)

P.S.: Edwin is actually quite talented. He can sing the song "All by myself" nicely with his not-so-diminished-near-to-augmented key. HAHA.

Wishlist

2005-09-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

1. money
2. more money
3. black 4GB nano iPod
4. learn singing at OB
5. learn ice-skating
6. get new piano

That's about it for NOW. hahaha. oh man.. i need a job.. been sending email to wrong people at sph. Hopefully it can get through Mr. HR this time round.

I'm happy. Cos my jap got AD. hahahaha. Andreana: bite me!! =)

Went gym with Jocelin aka Jos today. Only around 30mins nia. Not very shiok. That's why tomorrow going again. IF both of us manage to wake up. hahaha.

Going to play badminton and ice-skating with Gerald, Kyong, Harris and Peiying(the rest not confirm) this Saturday. woot~ looking forward to it.

I've got a conclusion. I like boyish looking guys. No, not childish looking but boyish.

Boyish(slang, adj.): appearance - smile like kids and always look adorable when they talk; characteristically - cheeky and playful
Celebrity egs: Takuya Kimura, Show Luo
Real-life egs: Benjamin Keng aka BK (only the smile like kiddo part), etc..(still looking around)

Listening to: Fat Bottomed Girls - Queen

I was born to love you

2005-09-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

I was born to love you - Queen

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...

*I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
you're my ecstasy
If I was give every opportunity
I'd kill for your love

So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through -
*Repeat

I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you

Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Comin' through
*Repeat

Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes, I was born to love you
I wanna love you , love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me

HOLIDAY.

2005-09-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

Woot! Holiday is here. 'Nuff said.

NP Mass Commers, if you see this, post a comment saying "woot!" or sumtin okai?

Let's see how many will there be... wahaha

I'm so going to sleep 48 hrs. But why do I wake up at the 10th?
I want to do something and I think I found my job. waahahaha..

The Pasta gang...

2005-08-27T14:53:00.000+08:00

Went to the new Central Library with Chengwei and YC today. We're quite irritated by the fact that ONLY the basement 1 of the ENTIRE 14-floor library allow us to borrow books. Alright, that is still okay. However, if you're at the 7th floor and you need to cross-reference the books from other level, you'll have to ask permission from one of the librarians. Machiam like primary school style lah.

Throughout the whole, my favourite part will be the pig-out session at Pastamania and the neoprint taking session at Parco Bugis Junction. hahaha.. This is what we eat.

(From left): Mr Ham and Sausage Baked rice, Ms Creamy Chicken Linguine and Lil' Hawaiian Pizza

Hahahaha.. At first, we wanted to eat the normal way.. As in one person one dish lah.. Then in the end we share everything and we realised we like the other food that was not chosen by ourselves. YC loves Linguine, Chengwei loves Hawaiian and I love Baked rice. woot. And we found out that by combining 3 food together, we're actually not sicked by the pasta but became more hungry. lol. Anyway, the total of our bill(with the 3 dishes + 1 soup + 3 drinks) = $23.70. Damn cheap right! each of us pay less than 10 bucks lah. woot again. lol. And then... This is what we ate.

We licked the plate clean! lol.

Haha.. And of course, I took this change and shot our unglam and pigging photos...

Mr. Chengwei and his fav Hawaiian

Ms Yang Cheng and her fav Linguine

And last but not least.. The Ultimate Piggy Momo...

Ms Gladys Tan and her fav Baked rice

hahaha.. tada! done!! Just some update on my school events. Been doing a whole lot of projects lately but I'm glad that I've finished 2 -- Socpsych and SpeechComm Outline. ; )

Listening to: Angel - Edison
Mood: sleepy..

Superstar.

2005-08-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'm terribly disappointed with last night's result. Powerhouse Xinhui and Prince Charming Junyang went out of the competition at the same time, despite that both of them are the high-scorers for the semi-finals. I promised Kyong and gang that I will blog this down and I did. ; )

Other than that, I know I need to update on my current life. lol. Well, I'm quite contented as school isn't as stress as before and I know I'm doing what I like. At least, I know what I want to do in the future. However, radio is definitely getting more stressful as me and Yang Cheng struggled with ProTools and all. I love YC. As in Yang Cheng. =)

Fortunately, I've been working with good people. heh. I'm working with YC for WritComm and Radio, and Cassandra for Speech. What more can I complain? haha. I think that Peer Evaluation form is useless for this semester as everyone is still working hard/being nice to each other. However, "I won't be as nice as this semester if I get to work with people who don't do any work and in the end, caused me to do everything." (Eng, 2005) hahaha. I totally agree babe. But so far I don't really think our class got such an extreme person lah. That is, if we were to change our class next semester. Okay, face the fact people. Who will like to share effort with others when the whole thing is done by you and yourself? Agree? (standing ovation please)

Hmm.. I feel like doing so many things recently. Including shopping and buying the whole of HK down. Okay, this is the list of things I will be doing and things I want to buy:

1) GET A JOB. (my $8/hr job is still pending)
2) Learn singing
3) Learn tennis(starting September)
4) Learn French(starting next sem)
5) Become slim after my dance production
6) TannLines Bikini(getting end of the yr if i slim down, AS PROMISED BY BR GANG ^_^)
7) Revamping my wardrobe(go HK!!!)
8) Composing songs...(been composing ever since 2001)
9) Learn music arrangement
10) Record my own CD(I WILL OK..)

haha. In the meantime, that's all about it. Will add on to the sidebar and cancel everytime a job is done. hehehe.

"When I close my eyes, I know that you're there" - Sekachu

Eyes swollen.

2005-08-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Watched the show "Sekachu"(in short for "crying for love") and cried a second time again. I really think I should do what the male lead did in the show. Retracing my memories.

To be continue...

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2005-08-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-17T09:42:00.000+08:00

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hitomi wo tojite

2005-08-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

This is the english translation of the song "Hitomi wo Tojite" by Ken Hirai. At the same time, it is also the movie soundtrack of "Sekai no chuushin de, Ai wo Sakebu"(Crying out love, in the center of the world). Believe me, just watching the trailer or listening to the songs can moved you to tears than 10 soapy korean dramas combined together. Well. at least it is effective for me. Watch this movie, and you shall find yourself reminiscing on the purest of love that you once had for the very one person you had before.

English translation

Every morning I awake to your skin, cast off,
lying next to me that back, I once felt warmth from cold.
stop with the wry smile, open the heavy curtains the blinding morning light,
everyday I try to keep up with it you showed me that day,
your face in tears the setting sun that shines on the tears
the warmth on my shoulder everytime I wish you gone
my heart and body remember you.

Your love forever I close my eyes and imagine you, that's enough.
even if the season leaves my heart behind.
I wonder if one day I'll no longer feel anything for you
I think I’d rather fall asleep with the pain I have now
eventhough the light we searched for,
wishing upon the starry sky we gazed at that night,
disappears in a the blink of an eye,
my heart and body shine on with you.
I wish forever I close my eyes and imagine you.
That’s all I can do. even if the world were to leave me behind.
Your love forever I close my eyes and imagine you, that’s enough.
even if the season leaves me behind, and tries to change it’s color.
I’ll search for you in my memory. That’s enough.
Because you gave me the strength to get over my loss.
you gave it to me.

2005-08-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

please bear with my blog before i find a suitable skin for myself.

2005-08-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

a new entry of my life.

credit: http://www.artlebedev.com/portfolio/optimus/; Kenneth foo for providing the info.

love?

2005-07-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

Don't worry. I will survive.

Animal abuse.

2005-07-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

This morning when I was walking towards my Dad's car, I saw something lying near the carpark. It's a little cat. Frozen and beaten up, it was lying on its right side of the body.

Just now, when my Dad came home from work, he saw a crippling kitten whose tail is being freshly cut off by someone.

DAMN. I swear I'm calling either the police or SPCA tomorrow first thing in the morning. Aloy and I agreed that animal abusers should go through capital punishment, use rotan and whack them until they can never ever walk for the rest of their lives and dip them into cold water before putting them into hot oil. What's their ****ing problem? Why can't you sickening people be SANE. Okay, that's an oxymoron. Then you all shall go to some asylum far far away from singapore, until there's no living being around you. Then all of you shall kill each other and film a movie: the macabre of the animal abusers.

Go away. Don't ever let me see you. Or else, you will be damned.

Listening to: Fly Away - Fish Leong
Mood: pissed

revamped.

2005-07-11T21:50:00.001+08:00

Yes. Finally got my blog revamped. There's something wrong with my past blog skin as you all might notice that the Links box is hanging in the middle of nowhere. And I chose to ignore it. Haha. It's sometimes quite tiring to look for a skin that you'll like and keep for very long. If I want one, then I know I must spend time searching for it.

Anyway, this entry is for dear ShuYing. She complaint that I didn't update my blog and that's why she didn't tag me. Ha! You did my dear girl~ I know you just can't bear to leave me and my blog alone rite? Aww..

Okay, let me briefly describe how school's so far. This week is week 8 and it is a holiday week. LOL. I just felt that everything is going so fast and easy for me for the past 7 weeks. Nice and entertaining lecturers, challenging projects(?), and most importantly, I found myself really enjoying what I was doing. Furthermore, I joined the hip-hop dance class of NP with Jessica, Shinyi, Audrey and Nana. My classmates? I LOVE THEM. haha. Basically, we're fun loving and all very outgoing. What to do? We're mass commers wad. And we rock!!

The latest projects that we've just finish doing will be our beloved written comm paragraph and essay and socpsyc's play. Quite funny ah. I'm acting as a bimbo bride. To tell you the truth, I often act bimbo to entertain my peers. MJ people, you all should know lah huh. Haha. especially my good sister Larry Hilton. lol. But Tharuka really makes a very deep impression of a typical old granny in my mind. She's BEST! hahaha. Hilarious.

Btw, I cut my fringe! No more worries to bald. hahaha. AND ShuuuUUU: Where's my taggy?

Listening to: yi bi yi - Fan weiqi
Mood: Pampered

Dance.

2005-06-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

Dance.

I love dancing. I've always thought that singing is more prior to me than dancing. However, I might just have to say that they are equally important to me right now. To me, they act as a complement. Through dancing, I'll work out and do things I enjoy. As in, doing crunches/push-ups/warm-ups to the beat of the music. This in turn strengthens my stamina. With good stamina, I'll get longer breath. With longer breath, I can sing better.

So, it does actually link back to singing. lol. I guess anything that has got to do with music actually motivates and inspires me. Thankfully, my friends around me are mostly music lovers. Okay, I shall stereotype our kind of people now. Music lovers are good lovers.

Reasons:

1) They will know when and where to carry out activities and set a nice atmosphere.
2) They are creative and romantic.
3) They can help you with DIY tattoos. (but music relevant)
4) They will caress you like when they're polishing their musical instruments.
5) They will bother to scream and shout at the people who humiliate you. Just like when some people go and touch their instruments with oily hands or itchy fingers.
6) They know exactly the right amount of force when handling you. Just like how they handle their precious musical instruments.
7) They will never abandon you and spend a whole lot of time with you.
8) When you're hurt, they will rush down immediately so as to get you healed. Such as when violinists broke their violin strings.
9) They will keep you preserved and make you look young and fresh. Just as what they do to thie musical scores.
10) Lastly, for me, I'll keep him right by my side when I'm asleep so I can always feel the warmth of it. (for those that didn't know, my bed is just beside my piano)

Why am I thinking so much? I am like, totally off track with my topic. LOL. Okai, in any case, I'm proud to say that I'm a good music lover. Duncha think so, babe? Heh.

Listening to: Piano version of FFX ending theme - Nobuo Uematsu
Mood: packed

Hurt.

2005-06-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

Hurt.

This four letter word starting with a H can't really describe what I'm feeling right now. I feel as if my heart is being squeezed and I'm going out of breath anytime. I can't breathe very well literally right now. I really hate it when I tried so hard to control my tears and it just fails everytime. It makes me seem as if I'm a helpless girl that is crying for attention. I hate the notion that when I'm feeling upset and hurt, you are feeling that too. But you could have jolly-well explain to me so that I won't feel that bad and in turn, I won't keep my silence which I understand is hurting you. I hate myself when I hurt you. Believe me. Sometimes when I cry, I don't even cry for myself. It's you that I'm crying for cos I understand that I've hurt you badly. When I say that I'm sorry, I really do mean it. Or else, I won't even say it at all. I just hope that you can give me sometime to breathe and not treating me like a small, naive girl. Please. Can we stop hurting each other?

Listening to: tian tang - guang liang
Mood: Hurt

2005-06-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

!!HARRIS!!

Birthdate

2005-06-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: February

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.

You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

Chalet

2005-06-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

okai okai.. I know I owe you all an entry on the chalet.. Cassan: "which is the next blog?" lol. She thought I have this second blog. Miscommunication. tsk tsk. ; )

Basically, chalet was fun! lol. Early in the morning, I called XR at 8am, thinking that the chalet starts at 8am. Ying Chuan aka Ham-Ham (*glare*) is the main person behind this. So, when I called XR, he just woke up. When I ask him about the chalet, he told me it's 2:30pm and then mumbled something before he hang up. haha. very good. luckily i have lessons that morning. or else i'll be the only one waiting at pasir ris at that time.

After my lessons, I went home to change and meet Kyong & Gerald to buy chalet stuffs. Man, we carried lots of can & packet drinks and took a cab down with XR. Then, we stopped at Ham's place and gather with the rest to transport everything down. To my surprise, Ham's elder sister is actually my sec sch classmate for 2 years. lol. i just felt so strange then. this world is REALLY so SMALL. Then i chit chat with her and got to appreciate her latest art piece. Man, she's really, really good. ; )

At the chalet, we rest for awhile in the room as we're sorta desperate for aic-con. Then me and Kyong started dancing and jumping around like nobody's business while the rest look at us with amusement. So, we played the animal game while a few went outside to prepare for the early BBQ. I'm the Jellyfish, Kyong's Kangaroo, Daolin's Starfish, Harris's Ants, Titfanny's Milky Cow, Joy's Cat, Zophia's Koala(the RA ver. lol.), Marie's Worm, Melissa's Luohan, Jeffrey's Turtle, Benedictus's Scorpian, Rachel's Butterfly, Bernice's Pig, Weslie's Squirrel and Junwen's rabbit. yalah. Then Marie kena the forfeit. hahaha. Of course, I'm the one who think of it. The forfeit is actually to go outside and ask one of them:"Are you an apple?" If the person say yes, reply:"okay, 'cause i'm the worm(w action)". lol. so lame, but it's me.

Then we have our usual BBQ with Cassan depicting the role of a maid, and Joy the Planta Beauty No.1(and i'm No.2 after I took over). Bernice is the apprentice who failed at first but gets on quite well in the end. lol. We played alot of stuff outside lah. Basically childhood games. Kyong and I played the extreme version of "ping-pong check" as Yujin's and Yan Leng's one cannot make it. haha. however, i lost completely to the "hei-bai pei!" can.. hahaha. Larry Hilton aka LuLu is SO good in it. *kowtow* Or maybe I just suck in it lah huh. But I won completely in the game of "hai-dai aka seaweed game". Ha Ha Ha. That entitles me to be the Queen of Seaweed. lol. yup. Later on, we played Sparkles and Indian Poker.

Indian Poker: 1) Everyone is entitled to a card. 2) Without looking at your own card, pressed it against your forehead so that it sticks. 3) Now, you'll get to see everybody's card. 4) The one with the smallest number shall do the forfeit. 4) Before that, you'll get to bid the number of times the forfeit(physical activities) that will be done by the one. In another words, you'll start to sarbo people. 5) Results shown, and do the no. of push-ups and jumping jack that adds up to the number of bids. Max. 50. Girls = half the number.

Guess what? I got sarbo for 3 times and was blur enough to believe people like Nelson, Simin, etc. lol. But it's fun though. Yujin is damn fit. 50 push-ups and he didn't even pant a bit. Cheeros to you!

The guys went to buy liquor later and they became drunk. Well, not completely, but I know BK went mad and Gerald almost. LOL. Glad to say that most of them stay sane despite the fact that they attracted the securities. hahaha.

Well, more for Day 2 of chalet. ; )

Listening to : This I Promise You - Nsync
Mood: fine.

P.S: I love my new skin layout.

Silly Survey..

2005-06-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

Silly Survey.. hehe..

Message: 20 peeps!!! Name 'em name 'em...
hurhur!
Message: Name 20 friends without looking at the
questions and answer the questions with regard to
your friend
of the corresponding number.

1. Kok Yong
2. Gerald
3. Xiang Rong
4. Joy
5. Javier
6. Cassandra
7. Harris
8. Bernice
9. Weslie
10. Da Hong
11. Ying Chuan
12. Xin Hui
13. Titfanny aka Justin(sorry, the titfanny really easier to rem. lol.)
14. Rui Hong
15. Larry Hilton
16. Azlyn
17. You Han
18. Adeline
19. Melissa
20. Eugenia
The questions:

Who is #8 going out with?
ME. Hello, I'm Ber's lao po..

Is #9 a boy or a girl?
NEITHER. cos he's my squirrel. ;)

Would #11 and #2 go out?:
lol. Gerald and Ying Chuan? Strange combi. With all of us tagging along lah.

How about #18 and #4?
Yeah.. both cute altos -> Joy and Adeline

What grade is #17 in?
MJC Yr 1

When was the last time you talked to #12?
At her house without knowing her bro is my hamster. lol. just about 2 days ago. ;)
Becoming prettier and draws REALLY superb now.

What is #6's favorite band?
Cassan? Me and Kyong singing. SERIOUS.

Does #1 have any siblings?:
Have~ Lil Kyong has one lil Bro and one lil Sis. Other than that, he still got miffi and mini. We both got this lil Dog-Mouse call Oh-Oh and lil Hamster call Ham-Ham. (you all know who you are. :D)

Would you ever date #3?:
Xiang Rong? Of course!! For ten thousands of times in our lifetime already. LOL.

Would you ever date #7?:
haha. Harris aka the Sexy. Also for ten thousands of times in our lifetime. (So you can guess I've been hanging around who everytime.)

Is #16 single?:
Eh.. Azlyn.. Jialat. I dunno. She looks like she is? After all she's so tiny and cute. Who won't want to hug her. I want to!

What's #15's last name?:
Oh..? Hmm.. What's a last name? Oh no..(*whines*) Is it Hilton? Or Larry? Or both?

What's #5's middle name?:
Wei Quan? Javier? Edison?

What's #10's fantasy?:
Dahong ah? To have me and Kyong bringing him out everyday for a walk walk. ;)

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?:
CMI. Mel won't for younger guys and Rui Hong(i guess) won't go for older girls.

Tell me a random fact about #11?:
Ying Chuan.. He got really small eyes. lol. okay, as compared to mine. o_O

Have you ever had a crush on #16?
Azlyn.. I so have this big crush on you. lol. i love all altos.

Are #5 & #6 best friends?:
erh.. Nope. Cassan still thinks that Jav is my lil brother.

Does #7 like #20?:
hmm.. Harris and Eugenia.. Choir mates are naturally bonded together.

How did you meet #14?:
haha. Through the MJchoir chalet. When we're playing the "polar bear" game. He makes a good, nice and cuddly polar. ;)

P.S: More on chalet stuff on next blog.

Listening to: Yo Te Voy a Amar - Nsync
Mood: Dejavu

Dislocation of muscles and bones..

2005-06-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

Choir Day again..

I'm dying.. Please be a kind soul and sympathise with me.. lol.. Two days ago(Fri), I went to the NRAdance audition with yunxian and shinyi, and we're asked to pay 5 bucks for the instructor fee. Then, we went into the room wearing our number tag(i'm no. 94) and took a solo pic. That reminds me of Singapore Idol? LOL.. After we have gotten ourselves position ready, the young and pretty instructor started to teach us the 3 8-steps which we are supposed to memorise. Then we're supposed to practise outside and go in by 6s according to the number sequence. Tell you, it LOOKS okay, but in fact, it's like breaking our muscles into simpler substances.. what do you call that process..? hmm.. DECOMPOSING OF MUSCLES. or is.. BINARY FISSION OF MUSCLES. whatever lah huh. Due to multiple trials of the movements(hip-hop dance steps),my thigh, hips, butt and back muscles are still in cramp position. Meaning that I can't even sit down or walk around properly. If I just bend my legs to a certain tiny degree, I'll fall......

Okay fine. I shall not complain anymore since I got into the club. Thankfully, I've gotten myself a Salonpas spray.. Though it is not a miracle spray lah huh..

Later in the evening, I met up with Kyong, Gerald, XR, Joy, Larry aka LuLu, TITfanny(sorry ah, i really forgot your name), Yo-Yo aka Ying Chuan and my hubby BerBer to go to TPJC concert. It's the first time I've gotten the taste of the juniors(taste.. yucks.) hahaha.. Larry is LuLu.. Apparently, LuLu should be a decoy to hide "her" real name from the kidnappers. "She" is actually Harris Hilton sista, Larry Hilton. Yeah.. "She's" Bimbo No.0 and I'm No.1. BerBer is No.2 and Joy is No.3. woohoo~ TITfanny didn't really show us "her" talent, so i shall not include her YET. As for Yo-Yo, Kyong and me thought that he look like a Roborovski hamster.. wahaha.. So he became our pet aka Ham-Ham. "It" got a head of nice black hair that no other Robo has and "it" likes to squeak "WHAT..". Quite adorable and Kyong DECIDED that he shall go for the fluffy haircut. Since we're the owners, that leaves him no right to reject. Oh Oh!! Then he got this popeye's girlfriend who is very very slim and pretty. A very sweet looking girl and very very skinny. But as I've said alot of times.. KYONG: I'm not **T HOR..*glare*

After the concert, we went to the 7-eleven near Lau Pa Sat to buy stuffs to makan while squatting down outside the shop. Lol.. AND I BOUGHT THE LASTEST MEN FOLIO FEATURING MY ULTIMATE HEART-THROB WHO CAN SO EASILY AFFECT ME: SHAWN YUE. *breathe* I wrapped it up using Gerald's present to me, a Pashimina shawl. lol.. Sorry babe, but you understand, right? lol.. And then we recorded our voices and took photos outside the place and on the way home. We're so amused by our voices and our photos that I THINK we might have disrupt the peace of the pedestrians. lol.. but somehow or rather they're amused too.. haha.

Kyong, Gerald, XR, Joy and me went to Market 85 to have our long-lost glutinous rice-ball in peanut soup. hahaha.. Then we took a photo of the table number(No. 123) with our "peace" fingers surrounding it. hahaha.. XR and me chiong home after that while Gerald and Kyong WALK home.. I don't mind walking but not in my current state.. lol.. and I'm dreading for my muscles to gain their flexibility back 'cause it's causing me so much trouble. Help me. I'm physically challenged.

At home, something REALLY terrible happened to me. I took out my magazine with anticipation, to find out that it is half drenched by my vanilla coke.. DAMN.. I'm so so terribly disappointed and heartbroken.. ARGH.. I shall buy a new one. Get a new one, I must.

Listening to: yi bei zi shi qu ni - Leslie Cheung
Mood: in pain

extremely tired.

2005-06-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Extremely tired.
However, think I might just leave some words here before I turn in.
My mind is in a blank right now.
And my damn printer is still not working.
It feels frustrating when you are in NEED of something and it went down on you just like *click*.
It feels embarassing to continuously plead with people you have not known long ago to help you do stuffs that are like, so frustrating and troublesome.
I hate seeing myself pleading around.
However, that is not what makes my life worst.
Grossed out. Tired out. By you.

Listening to: YES 933FM
Mood: shag

"Baby won't you tell me why. There is sadness in your eyes. I don't wanna say goodbye.. to you."

Blank..

2005-05-29T01:53:00.000+08:00

My blog is cobbing webs. lol.

Just sent off Kyong, Gerald and Edwin who came to my house and sit around as they are bored to the core. hahaha. My place is where they seek solace whenever they need some entertainment 'cause I'll always be there to amuse them. But not today while I am sick. So instead I showed them some new games trailers which are rather exciting(?). Gerald showed us the PC game - "American's McGee Alice". Hmm.. The content is about Alice(yes, the one lost in the wonderland) growing up and when fairytale becomes a nightmare. The characters are rather psychotic and instead of cute lil bunny and flowers, Alice now carries a weapon with her all the time. Me and Kyong find it rather sadistic, but quite interesting though. Suitable for mature users. Most suitable for gothic mature users. ;)

I think I'll lead quite a lay back life in poly as my school ends relatively early everyday. I might join the NRA dance there and go for regular swimming sessions whenever I'm free to the core.

Listening to: Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
Mood: irritated.

PS: Sometimes I really hope that you can just be as calm as me. Sometimes things are really not just what you've seen. ANYWAY, not as if you didn't do that to me before and I think I shouldn't deplete my remaining energy. :)

INSOMNIA?!

2005-05-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

INSOMNIA?!

That isn't very good, isn't it? Especially when you're going to start your school term next week. I think of all days, today is the worst of it all. Guess what. I reached home at around 12am last night after VJchoir concert and do my stuff(aka bathing, etc) until 1am. Then, I started to stone in front of my TV screen until 4:30am. What's there to watch you ask? hmm. I'm quite a fan of this Channel U's "yu le bai fen bai", hosted by the ASOS sisters and Xiaozhu. Probably 'cause I'll never get bored of the news of the entertainment industry and the hosts set you giggling from the start of the show till the end of it. lol. Afterwhich, I found myself switching to Channel 8 (as Channel U ended their programme of the day) and "forced" myself watching whatever that's available. Eventually after there's REALLY nothing for me to appreciate on the screen, I'll turn in. However, I JUST CAN'T ALRIGHT. So I get myself a book aka "Big Fish" to read while lying down, with the dim light on. Everyone has been quite amazed by how I "maintain" my perfect eyesight. lol. The fact is, I don't. ;)

Back to my insomnia syndrome. I FINISH reading the book and prepare to set myself to sleep. I toss. I turn. I toss and I turn. Until my Sis wakes up and set off to work at 8am. Due to long hours of being concious, my gastric juice started to churn my stomach. So I got myself a toast and a cup of milo. Then, I went to bed at 12pm and fell asleep until 7:30pm. =) In conclusion, I am now a noctornal animal.

That's not all. My eating habit has also changed drastically. I found myself eating my breakfast at 5pm, my lunch at 10pm, and my dinner at 3am. GREAT lah GREAT. Somebody please save me.

radio.blog

2005-05-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

hey people! check out my radio.blog. hehe. it's at the bottom right hand side corner of my blog. click on any of the songs to listen to it. enjoy. =)

tiramisu + wine appreciation day

2005-05-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

Tiramisu + wine appreciation day

heh. Had tiramisu and wine appreciation with Kyong, Gerald, Joy, Harris and Edwin(who came late) today.

This morning, I use only about 15 mins to prepare, 10 mins to go online to check for updates on ah lok, then chiong down to Gerald's bus stop to meet the Bedok Reservoir gang. I'm the first one to reach again(after the last meeting)~ lol. As usual, we went Siglap South CC for choir prac. Took the guys for warm-up and think their less lam-nuah now.. which is very good. However, I've rusted and didn't get the correct range for the guys. OR maybe they just bullying me. HURR!! hahaha.. jk
The choir improved quite alot in their Shoga III as I was quite blown away by it. I think Gerald really put alot of effort into it and really make the choir sound more together now. Love ya~

hmm.. I shan't say anything about other choirs as they might run into my blog. lol. But that doesn't mean they're not good enough. I think the syf people are all working hard to achieve the same goal. Okai, end of choir stuff.

After that, we went to Parkway food court and had our lunch. Nelson is with us. A MAJOR discovery: he is actually a Hong-Konger!! haha. So as the usual Cantonese freak, I asked him lots of stuff of Cantonese pronounciation during our eating time. In the end, both of us and Joy finished last. lol. I'm actually quite attracted to guys speaking cantonese. However, if I had known you beforehand then maybe not lah. Like Nelson aka the future trishaw rider. hahaha.

They came to my house to try out the very first Tiramisu that I've made in my entire life and I don't really think it's good. Maybe a...40%? For the effort I've put in whisking the egg white until stiff(as my electronic mixer went down on me). bleah. Then we had wine appreciation. We bought the White Grape Chadonnay and Sparkling Wine. I preferred the latter as I drank only a sip(the rest finished by Gerald). We truly enjoyed the "Les Choristes" in my newly tidied room and Kyong found him suddenly liking my room. lol. Anyway, I discovered last night that I bake really good butter cookies. Maybe I'll make some of them for tomorrow's practice. heh. I baked some for Sam Koh's bday. It's tomorrow aka 1 hr away.

Happy birthday to Sam Koh~!

MJCHOIR = SYF -> GOLD WITH HONORS

Listening to: Ave Verum Corpus - MJ choir
Mood: hyper

Keep up with the news, will ya?

2005-04-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

Keep up with the news, will ya?

Just read a news yesterday and was quite disturbed by it. Although it didn't manage to make it on the front page, I think it's about time that it does. The text below represents my OWN opinion of the news and it is all rights reserved:

The main highlight of the news is:"19-year-old woman got raped in the public toilet of China, 40 people stood watch." You may be thinking that this 32-year-old man who raped this young lady is sick enough to ask 40 men(as in all male) to watch him do his thing. That's what I thought at first. However, as I read on, I felt that it is even more sickening than what I thought. The China "comrads" who are supposed to be a united bunch of people, regardless of woman or man, young or old, just STOOD and watched the helpless and desperate lady flailing for help. Well, maybe they're intimidated by the rapist aka the garbage collector. Maybe the lady is not local. OR even. Maybe the lady is a Japanese. Well, I don't know about that as they didn't give the details(that's what T**AY is all about. lol.)

However, I can actually linked this incident with another news that is known world-wide. Have you been reading your newspapers recently? The anti-japanese protestants are everywhere over China and South Korea. The main reasons: 1) the board of japanese education had not revealed the ugly past of Japan to the students, making them learning pseudo-history, 2) for the cruelty of Japanese that China and South Korean countries have endured.

My counter-argument: 1) What has their form of education got to do with you? Even if their learning the wrong things, that's their loss as they can't get As during their major exam! Wouldn't it be better if there are less international students vying for the same seat in international universities? Okay, I believe maybe I'm biased towards Japan NOW as they seemed more likely to be the victim NOW. Hey, it has been 30 years. Why do you need to dig out the past and rhetorically dig out everybody's ancestors' tomb? Isn't it a bit too late? Well, in my opinion, if you have NOT been using a single Japanese product, I'll praised you with all my might. For what I know, the ESSENTIAL products include: Television, Phones(both home and hp), Lightbulbs, etc... I think it's no use ramaging Japanese franchises in the anti-jap countries now as you've been using it for years. They lie, so no place in UN. That's it. No more riots please in case you've been noticing fearful artistes VERY aware of what they wear or use. Another poll done by the Asahi Shinbun and 2 anti-jap countries newspapers is that almost 2/3s of chinese population discriminates Japan. Only 8% expressed that they like Japan. I guess the 8% must be Singaporeans. Not that they had not done harm to us in the past, just that they have already repent and sustain a good relationship with Singapore. You may say I'm a total dummy on politics, but I know exactly what it means to totally fenced off Japan from your country. It means to me: end of good food, end of TV(esp. my fav animation), end of FASHION.

2) Thou shalt not bury yourself in thy cruelty of thy past if thou art cruel with your own ones. HELLO?! You actually stood by and watched your "comrad" aka a poor lady being raped?? Which is more cruel? The Japanese soldiers being cruel to you(or even rape) or you standing there watching the scene going on?? I know the poor lady is not of anyone to you but for some nosy people who took part in the anti-jap protest, are the victims DIRECTLY related to you? I'm not talking about your great-great-great-great-great-great-great-grandfather or whatsoever. I'm talking about the ones that you've actually met with, lived with and shared your care and concern with. Be realistic. How would you know if your ancestors had suffered TERRIBLY by only relating to the World War II? Maybe I'm cold-blooded. But I can seriously tell you that I can't feel anything at all. If I'm the one experiencing it you ask? I'll definitely have a better feel of it. So, by linking these 2 news together, why not make a conclusion and set up a protest against the 40 people who just stood by and watch? Believe me. I will join in.

Well peeps. In any case you're wondering what I am blabbering about, read my blog title. =)

P.S.: When I say people, I mean to quote it generally/without the distinction of nationalities.

Listening to: Sorry - Jacky Cheung
Mood: relaxed(last day at work! woohoo~! playtime!!)

2005-04-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

Movies I've watched before...

( )Aviator
( )Assault on Precinct 13
(x )Appollo 13
(x)Anaconda
( )Anaconda 2
(x)Anna And the King
( )Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
(x)Spy Kids
(x)Spy Kids 2
( )303
( )White Noise
( )White Oleander
( )Anger Management
(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Constantine
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
( )Scary Movie
( )Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
( )American Pie
( )American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)Resident Evil I
( )Resident Evil 2
( )Electra
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
( )The Village
( )Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
( )Inspector Gadget
( )Inspector Gadget 2
( )Bring It On
( )Bring It On 2
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre (original)
(x)White Chicks
( )I Robot
( )Dodge ball
( )Lemony Snickett-A Series Of Unfortunate
Events
( )Along Came A Spider
(x)Deep impact
(x)Never Been Kissed
( )My Brother
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet The Fockers
(x) Miss Congeniality 1
( ) Miss Congeniality 2
(x)A Cinderella Story
(x)The Terminal
( )The Rundown
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( )Passport to Paris
( )2046
( ) Deep Blue Sea
(x)Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )Hide And Seek
( )Harold & Kumar
( )Practical Magic
(x)Pirates of the Carribean
( )Chicago
(x)Windstruck
(x)Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
( )Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
( )Seed Of Chucky
( )Ten Things I Hate About You
( )What Women Want
(x)Just Married
(x)I Know What You Did Last Summer
( )Gothika
(x)A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
(x)Bad Boys
( )Bad Boys 2
( )Sleepy Hollow
( )Seven
( )King Arthur
(x)Ocean Eleven
(x)Ocean Twelve
( )Flight of The Phoenix
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
( )Bedazzled
(x)Vertical Limit
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Alien VS Predator
(x) Independence Day
( )Cujo
(x)Golden Chicken
( )Golden Chicken II
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
(x)Kungfu Hustle
(x)Tokyo Raider
( )Seoul Raider
( )Christine
( )ET
( )I Do I Do
( )Children of the Corn
( )My boss' daughter
( )Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( )She's All That
(x)That Thing You Do
( )Calendar Girls
( )Sideways
( )Mars Attacks
( )Event Horizon
( )Secret Window
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
( )Jeepers Creepers
( )Jeepers Creepers 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
( )The Others
( )Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
( )Shaolin VS Evil Dead
( )Cruel Intentions
( )The Hot Chick
( )Powerpuff Girls
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
( )Old School
(x)Armaggedon
( )Ray
( )The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the
Ring
(x)The Lord of the Rings: The Two
Towers
(x)The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( )Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
(x)The fifth element
(x)Troy
(x)Star wars episode I
(x)Star wars episode II
(x)Star wars episode IV
(x)Star wars episode V
(x)Star wars episode VI
( )Nick Of Time
(x)Ace Ventura
( )The Babe
( )Blue Velvet
(x)Sound of music
(x)Starship Troopers
(x)Parent Trap
( )THE BURBS
(x)Mortal Combat
( )SLC Punk
(x)Meet Joe Black
(x)Titanic
(x)Pearl Harbor
( )Wild girls
( )The Pianist
( )The Order
( )Conmen In Vegas
(x)Love Actually
( )Second Time Around
( )Return From The Other World
(x)Spiderman
(x)Spiderman 2
( )Amelie
( )National Treasure
(x)Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x)The Incredibles
( )Collateral
( )Collateral Damage
( )The Fast & The Furious
(x)2 Fast 2 Furious
(x)Sky captain & world of tomorrow
( )Closer
(x)The sixth sense
(x)Artificial intelligence
(x)School Of Rock
(x)Space Jam
( )Like Mike
( )You got surf
( )Yesterday Once More
(x)Shutters
(x)Coyote Ugly
( )Ella Enchanted
( )Princess diaries 1
( )Princess diaries 2
(x)The Mummy
(x)The Mummy Returns
(x) Triple X
(x) Dantes Peak
( ) 2 weeks notice
(x) Jaws
(x)Cats & Dogs
(x)Titanic
(x)Water Boys

by the way, i've successfully entered the mass comm course in NP. woohoo.

MSN.

2005-04-02T02:05:00.000+08:00

Is it me or is it MSN? I can't seem to be connecting to MSN and this time round even the troubleshoot won't help. God bless to those who are doing projects/sweet-talking/bored to tears people. lol. Actually it's really no big deal for me cos i seldom go online nowadays too. lol. anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONG BOON~!

haha. i love you. *hugs*

Quite disappointed that you didn't cry when we crept up at your doorsteps leh.. lol. me, kyong, javier and edwin nearly fainted when you said that you wanted to go my place too loh. well, i know you love sending me home lah.. but this time round we nearly freaked out. lol.. cos we're supposed to design your card and then send to your doorstep at 12am(but we still managed to do it). Luckily, as a smart P.B., i came up with lots of plan with the help of Kyong. lol.. Actually, we really wanted to hug you, but decided that we're too sticky and sweaty after all the running. hahaha.. later in the day lah! anyway, i guess MSN went to celebrate your bdae, that's why it's not working ar.. hahaha.

Met up with Jos and Xinni today. Jos ah.. you are getting skinnier day by day. EAT MORE. lol.. Xinni is just right. But next time if you were to come out with me.. don't wear high heels okay! or else i'll appear to be so short when we're actually same height. hmph.

I've been sick for one week. Maybe i shall consider my favourite - the apple diet? hmm..

Listening to: Honey - Cyndi wang (my head keeps on repeating the song. oh no... )
Mood: sick

3% in general population.

2005-03-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

Heh. took a test recommended by Kyong today at: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

Your Type is
ENFP
Extroverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving
Strength of the preferences %
67 25 62 67

Glad to find out i'm one of the 3% in the general population, being "The Portrait of the Champion Idealist". Idealist usually rules, but die young. CHOY. hahaha. I won't let myself do that. i will rule, but in a world of my own. heh. =)

First of May

2005-03-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

"The apple tree that grew for you and me, I watched the apples falling one by one."

Latest update! Heh.. I've passed my written test and went for the interview on Monday, 21st of March. Lol. At first, i thought that NP is super efficient as their Voice Response System really started working on the 18th itself. As in, midnight. Lol. However, i was not really impressed by the few number of blks in NP itself though. For goodness sake, you actually divide blk 50++ with blk 56. I reckoned that it won't actually harm you by telling me that blk 56 is actually the new teaching hub right? Fortunately, they're quite smart to indicate the Enquiry line just below the legend of the school. lol.

Yup, went to the interview and i guess that i'm damn lucky. I didn't kena the media law lecturers as Aloy had said. I got the radio production pple instead. They are 2 nice guys basically. Talking to them is like talking to friends lah. Haha. However, i might have reminded Danny/Dennis Yeo aka Yang Jun Wei of something embarassing that he actually rolled his eyes. hahaha.. That is, "I think I saw you the other time when I went to report on SHE" lol. I still remember it clearly as he actually sat on Ella's thighs. well.. HMPH.. hahaha..

Lately, I think that I'm spending too much on CDs. I've actually bought 2 CDs within 5 days. Firstly the Chemistry album, next the Jacky 2004 Live Performance. lol. But i love the feeling of buying CDs. I just loved it. Cos they're so good. Normally, I won't buy CDs that I don't think it's worth it for me to buy. Instead, I'll wait for my bdae or wadeva to pester my friends to give me as a present. HOWEVER HAR! Although Lee Hom's album is blessed upon me by the leg small small, head big big, sing song.. okay, quite nice(erh hem) Kenneth Foo, i would buy it even if i wasn't given it. heh. Kenneth: btw, your hamster passed away? I remembered myself crying miserably and hysterically in front of a few sec4 cohort when my pet rabbit, Cherry, died on my bdae. take care ah.

Went to mac just now and met up with Kyong, Gerald and XR in this crucial time of their little lives. haha. They are quite shock that I'm being nice to them for the first time as I bought all of them Hershey's Kisses. hehe.. Watching "The Eye 10" with them tomorrow.. Hmm.. who is sitting with him? I still prefer my idea of choosing the slot. hahahahaha.. yeah.

Listening to: Jacky Cheung
Mood: high

burp

2005-03-16T13:53:00.000+08:00

haha. I just had my lunch. Listening to Lee-Hom's latest album now. Suddenly, I feel like having my own recording studio. Anyone who wanna invest on me can contact me. haha. okai, update on my job. My work is relatively easy, just entering data, filing documents and faxing them. However, believe me. The faxing part is the most taxing part of the job. WHY? Let me ask you a few questions. Who still use those super old WYWY fax machine which get chokes half-way and you have to wait for it to resume itself or else it will send countless error reports?? *sigh*

Although it's tiring to wake up 7am every morning to go to work, i think it's quite a good thing for me as i've got back my normal sleeping time back. Thank goodness. I've been sleeping at 5am every morning and waking up at late afternoons everyday for around 3 weeks. That's abit of a torture to me as soon as I've found out that I've watched every single vcds at home. Moreover, my sis says that I'll look older and wither faster with this kind of life. lol. But I'm still proud of my night-time energy level okai. No one has won me in taunting overnight before, including guys. lol. Gerald and gang had seen me in that kind of state and realised that no matter how early or late it is, i can still crap alot. That's the power of ohbu. hahaha.

Lately, I'm preparing myself for something. heh. btw, did i say that my written test was a nightmare? lol.

Listening to: Forever Love - Lee Hom
Mood: anticipating

i love my mum~

2005-03-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ guess what!! My mum bought me a Platinum Cartier Bracelet!! *screams* Haha. Quite funny though.. cos i don't remember doing anything or like striking toto or 4D.. i think that's the most costly possession i have on me now liao. but i like it alot lah. very "my taste". hahaha. not too girlish and not too man. it's in the form of a chain, but it looks elegant enough to be worn by ladies. so i love it alot.

by the way, i've gotten my job and i'm working 8:45am to 5:30pm a day, doing data entry and faxing. hehe. i love this job cos it's easy to handle and plus factor: the boss is so cute. *wink* personality and looks wise. a very nice guy who gets along very well with his colleagues.

meeting xiang rong tml morning to take the NP mass comm written test. First time no need to study for a test. heh. but feels abit weird and insecure though. lol. after that, meeting kenneth foo for lunch and i'll be getting the lee hom's newest cd from him as my bdae prezzie~ hmm, which is quite good cos i didn't get quite alot this year. one Yankees baseball cap from Jonathan and Jingting, and one Fourskin bag from kyong and gang. i'm quite grateful that meimei, bk and kenneth called me just on the dot to wish me happy bdae though. hehehe.. thanks alot~ =)

I've decided to go gym every evening after my work to keep fit and energetic. feeling quite tired these days. must be never do exercise for too long liao. summore, me and XR wanna prepare myself for some big event coming up yeah? heh heh. =)

Listening to: Forever Love MV - Lee Hom
Link: http://www.sonymusic.com.tw/pop/leehom/movie.php

Mood: anticipating

I dream...

2005-03-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

*sigh* Really feel like singing Taufik's "I Dream". Ever since when I'm p3 I've loved music like nothing else and I believe some of my goody friends share the same interest as me too. Then, when I'm around sec3/4, I realised that i need to do something to sort of like.. hmm.. express my love for it. So I began writing chinese lyrics and scores. The lyrics part is the easy one if you ask me. As for the scores part.. LOL.. you really need to put in alot of effort and time to settle with the timing, the mood, the speed, the tone and everything lah. Fortunately that's what I have now. Time. I thought that will be enough to start my little teeny weeny dream as a composer cum singer, but now i lack of one more factor. MONEY MONEY MONEY. Just copyrighting 1 of my songs will cost me $25, which i think is relatively quite cheap when you THINK of it. But in actual fact, for a jobless person like me now, it's damn ex. Furthermore, I had never like asking money from my mum or dad. It just feels so not good. tsk. Then, my ex piano teacher told me he can help me to arrange and everything with the expense of $100, which i think he really really is offering a very "cheap labour" pricing whereby no other recording studios will offer. Somemore I can trust him as he's quite a long-term friend and teacher of mine.

Well, it all sounded good except for one part. For one demo cd that I'm going to send to any recording house or publishing companies, i need to have at least 4 or 5 tracks in it. Therefore, $125 x 5. People, do your math. Too slow? It's $625. You THINK it's cheap. Well, please donate to me. My mailbox is: Blk 6xx Bedok Reservoir Rd #XX-XXXX S'pore 4x06xx. Or else, find me a job.

Okay people, now maybe you're thinking why i'm complaining about all this stuff. As you all know, I'm not one who likes to complain whole day and night. BUT... When i thought that I'm going to have this high-pay job at Duty Free Shop @ Airport so that i can afford to pay my school fees/laptop and expense of recording a demo, they crashed my world apart as they told me they needed someone to work full-time until the end of the year. HELLO?!?! At first, your ad on the ST printed out that you need part-time staff. And then, you ask me to woek full-time so i agreed to work until mid-May. Why do you have to have this management meeting and then stop my money-making route + my teeny weeny dream? Good, now I've to search for some other jobs. =)

Listening to: Survivor - Shawn Yu
Mood: ugh..

i wrote a song~~

2005-02-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

《得不到的爱》

每次听你说着他的好
对我都是一种煎熬
其实我比他对你还要好
可是你怎么也看不到

你的笑容　你的感动　都不是我所有
我的心动　我的退缩　是你造成的痛

你是我得不到的爱
我的伤口正慢慢化开
我对你的好　你不曾感受到
你只懂得一味地逃跑
你是我得不到的爱
我的心痛却说不出来
我给你的爱　你不曾接受到
放弃你　是我对自己的好

数不清的夜　分不清的天　我们抱着电话聊到睡着
这一次　我对你说再见　其实是对你我都好

PESTered.....

2005-02-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

TSK.... I'm still PESTered by mosquitoes.. everyday, my house smells like Baygon. but that's not all.. even my ROOM smells like Baygon.. now my living room is a nesting ground for mosquitoes although we spray Baygon/OFF, lit the mosquito burner.. IT STILL KEEP ON INCREASING.. That makes me thought of a super disgusting film on cockroaches.. "They Nest!" yucks yucks yucks.. I think the people should not spray the pesticides around the neighbourhood. cos they'll just all FLY INTO our private residents.. please lah.. think can think can.. you spray outside, they come inside. anyhow, our Baygon or watever also not as strong as your pesticides right. they're like immune to the home-use baygon thingy already loh.. and i'm near dying from breathing in too much of it. *HHHUUUUUEEEE*

hmm.. still desperately looking for a job lah.. while also enjoying the time i spent watching vcds, playing rpg and sleeping.. lol.. looking forward to school~ i'll be taking my favourite jap language~ OH!! Have i said this before?? I simply ADORE guys who can speak cantonese.. woohoo~

Listening to: you ni zhen hao - fan weiqi & yang cheng lin
Mood: Bite me can..

Tired...

2005-02-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

I hate mosquitoes. I really do. Because of these teeny weeny blood-sucking female creatures(male mosq doesn't suck blood), my face kena 4 bites, both arms symmetrically kena 2, right leg kena 2, left leg kena 3, left hand forefinger kena 1, left back palm kena 2. i mean. HELLO!!! are you that bloody thirsty!!! I can't get to sleep the whole of last night.. hmm.. this morning, until 7:30am lah huh. It kept flying straight into my face when I'm about to doze off. ARGHHHHHHH. it just FLEW past my face AGAIN. and summore it's only ONE and i can't even reach it lar.. Can see that it's damn fat now.. i'll wait for my chance to destroy you.. suck my blood and YOU SHALL PAY... HMPH.........

Listening to: Canto songs..
Mood: IRRITATED

生还者

2005-02-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

如果需要耗光最後积蓄
才可得到　你的半张感动眉目
捱多少的苦　我都不会哭

＊这个世界里我太渺小　生命在融掉
　无心看战乱有多少
　甚麽比你的紧要
　(让你任何事情亦困扰)＊

＃努力不懈　爱便生还
　我为你何妨上刀山
　不管已用几年时间
　一刻躲懒　情便永不返

　带著伤患　最後生还
　我愿意受多少的白眼

　知道感情来得艰难
　疲倦也好我不敢眨眼
　(为求留住臂弯
　每时每刻不敢怠慢　我怕看漏眼)
　(失去感情财产
　时间便过得慢　永久是夜晚)＃

情海翻波简单过坏灯胆
如不珍惜你一切　结果怎去承担
假使单方心淡　会是个灾难

REPEAT＊＃

如热爱被我亲手割烂　较没有更惨
无论资质有限　我尽全力不减

REPEAT＃

2005-02-11T03:04:00.000+08:00

1). What time do you get up?
today? surprisingly at 11am. normally around 2-3pm. but slept at 4-5am.

2). If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be?
Shawn Yu. Just look at his eyes and you're full. lidat can lose weight.. LOL~

3). Gold/Silver?
silver.

4). What was the last film you saw at the
cinema?
Phantom of the Opera

5). What is/are your favorite TV Shows?
always the Taiwan variety show, jap/korean dramas.

6). What did you have for breakfast?
Peach Juice with Aloe Vera Pulp Bits, Pineapple Tarts.

7). Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
someone with no sense of humour. well, actually i still can manage to make them laugh or cry one.. cos my jokes are metropolitan. ;)

8). What inspires you?
almost everything.. as Kyong they all say.. I can always come up with a whole load of crap.. haha.. EVEN when they can't see me, like on MSN..

9). What is your middle name?
OMG.. OMG.. you're asking me the killer question.. i hate it.. read chinese newspaper on Wed.

10). What is your favorite country or place to be?
i like New Zealand, but i would wanna go to Japan.

11) Favorite Ice cream?
Hokey-Pokey.

12). Butter, plain or salted popcorn?
salted+butter.

13). Favorite color?
black and white.

14). What kind of car do you drive?
Mazda RX-7. yes yes.. i know RX-6 is out.. but i still like the model of RX-7.. flat and smooth.

15). Favorite flowers?
red gerbera. stands for eternal love. (but still, as i had repeated many many many times.. flowers are useless lah.. bring home also throw away. it's the thoughts that are appreciated. )

18). Where would you go on vacation?
Japan.

19). What color is your bathroom?
pale blue.

20). Favorite brand of clothing?
Armani, Chanel, Christian Dior, Gucci. but i have none of them. ;)

21) Where would you retire?
last time AR.. Japan!

22). Favorite day of the week?
saturday is a day whereby there are lots of good programmes~

23). What did you do for your last birthday?
quite sad, wandering around with Yingchun and XR. everyone.
ATTENTION: 12TH FEBRUARY, THIS SATURDAY.

24). Where were you born?
KK.

25). Favorite sport to watch?
hmm.. the bball season is over.. can't get to watch snooker.. ahar! wrestling..? but only for around 10 secs.

26). Who do you least expect to copy this survey?
zhangyan gege: i copied your survey~ yeah yeah~

27). Who do you expect will copy this survey?
again, look at No. 26.

28). What fabric detergent do you use?
Wei Wei. haha.. makes me think of Huijun..

29). Coke or Pepsi?
yucks. i don't drink gaseous drinks.

30). Are you a morning person or a night person?
of course a night. who else who sit in front of a comp and do survey in 3++am??

31). What is your shoe size?
6.

32). Do you have any pets?
yah.. i have lots of them at home. ants.

33). What is your favorite season?
autumn~

34). What name is on your birth certificate?
Tan Hwee Siang, Gladys

35). What time is it?
3:32am.

36). Nicknames?
glad, wawa, ge-lai-di-si, gladysun-cheli-et-tera, g-lah-dis

37). Number of candles on your last birthday cake?
hmm.. 8~! gonna be 9~ gonne be 9~~~~~~ WOOHOOOOOOO~~~~~

38). Kids?
i am one myself~ my sis counted? hMMM..

39). Hair color?
hmm.. black, copper brown highlight, one strand of blue.

45). Favorite Food?
my mum's cookings.

46). Been to Africa?
no ar.

47). Been toilet papering?
i just did that..

48). Been in a car accident?
jammed in a car accident yah..

49). Croutons or bacon bits?
both~ they taste good it mushroom soup.. hahaha

50). Favorite saying or phrase?
hurr.. and "pretty babe".. =)

Happy CNY!!

2005-02-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

Happy chinese new year to all~ haha. i'm currently rotting at home now, waiting for people to come to my house. i am desperately looking for pple to play mahjong can.. haiz.. nvm, i know i'll get the most from saturday. because it's my big day~ the day i turn 18~!! woohoo~! hehehe..

VC concert

2005-02-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

Went to VC concert with Kokyong, Joy, XR, Gerald, Harris, Edwin, etc.. today. hehehe.. and got to know Guan Cheng and Xia Wen the 2 cute juniors of tpjc who i was trying to poach to mjchoir this evening. lol. well, i shan't snatch from edwin lah huh.. i think that VC is not bad as in the volume and quality is always there. don't really like commonwealth and ntu performance today. they sound abit.. hmm.. yes lah Gerald, your tkss "miao jia shao nu" is the best. haha..

well after the concert i went off with bk, jeremy, sharon, sam koh and kevin and head towards lau par sat. dear kevin and me led them the wrong way and we ended up in 7-eleven. afterwhich, i split up with them and went lau par sat on my own to look for gerald and gang. on the way i'm so panick-strickened that being the usual street-dumb person, i called the street-wise zy for help. but actually it's also becos i'm so scared of the weird groups of pple i see along the way there lah, then dun wanna let kyong they all laugh at me. that's why lah huh. but thank goodness!! i SEE the light of lau par sat. wahahaha.

well, being with Gerald and gang makes me feel comfortable. love you guys. =)

Listening to: Fly Away - Corrine May(thks to kenneth foo)
Mood: so-so

P.S.: i had a super nice morning dream can!!! haha. may it come true.

ABBA

2005-01-27T16:02:00.000+08:00

yeah~!! finally!! MJchoir is singing ABBA's song!! hehehe.. i'm so happy lah can! and i corrected their pronounciation yesterday with the confirm of Mr Kwei's pronounciation. It's AH-BAH. not AIR-BAH. hehehe.. Joy and I were correct can!! Saw some of the year ones yesterday, but don't seem to have any cute juniors around.. hmm.. except for my woh-woh dahong!! gracelyn and danny very noisy!! argh..

hehe.. going to swim with Joy, Kyong and XR later.. woohoo~ at the time being, i'm bored lah can..........

another survey...
1. dO yOu GeT jEaLoUs EaSiLy?
# no

2. wHaT hV u Been DoiN fOr tHe pasT feW dAys?
# all sorts of things. playing rpg, sleeping, watching tv, go running, pai-ban.

3.LaSt MoVieS thaT u WatCh? wiTh whO?
# Phantom of the Opera. with Joy, Kyong, Harris, Gerald, XR.

4.WhaT u gOnna dO aFteR thiS?
# go swimming

5.WhEn DiD D LaSt TiMe u cRy ?
# hurr.. cannot remember loh.. =)

6.SeRioUs iN LOVe BefoRe?
# not sure.. wad is the definition of serious? =)

7.wHaT iS tHe 1sT tHiNg taT coMes tO uR MiNd?
# Super-per, Trouper-per....

8.FaV soNg?
# alot. all time favourite = This I Promise You

9.wHaT u pLaNNiN tO dO thiS weeKeNd?
# go my sis's house and bake chocolate brownie and cheesecake, taunt over at xinni's bdae chalet, go swimming.

10.dO u cLuB? wheRe?
# nope

11.dO u smOke?
# never will

12.aNy peopLe iN LoVe wiTh u nOw?
# of course! my mum and dad will always love me. plus my siblings too! =)

13.dO u pRefeR sMs oR TalkiN oN pHoNe?
# neither.. i like to meet up

14.R u MissiN suM1 nOw?
# yaloh.. i'm missing my MJ friends and xiaohan.

15.wHaT aRe YoU dOiNg NoW?
# blogging and listening to ABBA GOLD.

16.wHen iS tHe LaSt tiMe u ReCeiVe fLoweRs?
# 2 weeks ago.

17.1 WoRd tO SaY bOuT u?
# glad

18.NaMe ur beSt fReN
# Xiaohan

19.wHo u wanNa kiSs nOw?
# myself

20.iN LoVe wiTh aNy1 nOw? whO?
# nope

21.1 peRsoN whO u wiSh tO sPeNd uR LiFe
witH..
# still waiting.. if don't have i still got my mum and dad. love them can!! =)

Listening to: Super Trouper - ABBA
Mood: happy

心中的日月

2005-01-20T03:32:00.000+08:00

作词∶陈宇佐　作曲∶王力宏

你是我心中的日月光芒
手中握著格桑花呀　美的让我忘了摘下
你的真　带著香　你的香　会说话
你的话　好像只对我　说
我的专长叫做流浪　你注定要为我绽放
我的心　寻找家　我的家　没有花
我的花　却在这山谷等著　我
若一开始　没有上帝偷偷的怂恿
我们怎知选择相逢　喔~
你是心中的日月　落在这里
旅程的前後多馀　只为遇到你
多麽想幻化成为你脚下的泥
此刻的无人山谷　彷佛听见说爱你
你是心中的日月光芒
我的漂泊不懂泥巴　你的美丽不堪动荡
你单纯　我迷惘　你恋家　我流浪
山谷中　这一切　带不走
你爱抬头拥抱阳光　喔~我得眺望下个前往
我走开　你留下　我回忆　你升华
至少我们会仰望同一片天空
若一开始　没有上帝偷偷的怂恿
我们怎知选择相逢　喔~
你是心中的日月　落在这里
旅程的前後多馀　只为遇到你
多麽想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷 (那一天)　彷佛听见说爱你
置身在　传说中　人间天堂
你是我　心中的　日月光芒
带领我　找到你　的芬芳　放不下
你是心中的日月　落在这里
旅程的前後多馀　只为遇到你
多麽想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷　彷佛听见说爱你
那天听见说爱你

I am Summer~!

2005-01-16T01:36:00.000+08:00

You are a summer. You are a time bomb of fun. You
just wait for your moment to burst and let your
hyperness shine. You are very energetic and
people know that you are hard to get mad
because you are having too much fun to really
care. You are a social butterfly and you love
to talk and meet new people. You keep you
hyper ways up we need some in this world! ^_^

What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

It has been...2 weeks, 5 days, 13hrs and 14mins...since i last met him.

Impresario 2005 - Who's the next 933fm deejay?

2005-01-14T03:13:00.000+08:00
Hey peeps! I'm gladly to announce that I got into the semi-finals of this "Who's the next 933fm deejay?" competition!

Okay, in case you dunno anything about it, it's actually a competition among the students of all ages in Singapore to compete to co-host with one of the yes93.3fm deejay! Last Sunday, i secretly took part in this huge competition with 150++ competitors from everywhere lah. I only told Kok Yong and decided not to let you all come cos i scared i sia suay myself. Which I DID. But being the funny and friendly woman I'm always am, i managed to warm up the atmosphere lah huh.

Yes, so I'm in. This time round, I'm supposed to prepare a self-intro, 3mins special performamce and at the end of it the judges will ask me some difficult questions lah. haiz.. but this time round, i am obliged to bring down AS MUCH FRIENDS AS POSSIBLE to support me by sms-ing my number. wad sia.. like SG idol.. okai, then the sms votes actually counts for the total up of the competition. so no matter wad it takes, i'll bring the whole world down to support me. yes. The details are as follows:

"Who's the next radio deejay?"
Date: 16th Jan 2005(this coming Sun)
Time: 2:15pm
Venue: Bishan Junction 8, Open Plaza

PLEASE COME. NO! YOU MUST COME AFTER READING THIS OR YOU SHALL BE CURSED BY ME. yup. *winks*

Listening to: Hitomi wo Tojite - Ken Hirai
Mood: elated

It has been...2 weeks, 3 days, 14 hrs 43mins...since i last met him.

Bored.

2005-01-12T02:17:00.000+08:00
Top 3s on my list.

1> >Top 3 most visited Websites :
1st: www.i-love-apple.blogspot.com
2nd: www.yahoo.com
3rd: www.lyricool.com

2> > TOP 3 Favourite Songs right now :
1st: Lian Ai Da Ren - Show
2nd: Dou Jiang You Tiao - JJ
3rd: Hitomi wo Tojite - Ken Hirai

3> > TOP 3 Favourite Food :
1st: mum's pork floss porridge
2nd: mum's chicken rice
3rd: mum's curry chicken

4> > TOP 3 Favourite Drink :
1st: warm water
2nd: mum's teh sih
3rd: pure vanilla ice-blended

5> > TOP 3 Indoor activities :
1st: playing RPG
2nd: watch TV/VCD
3rd: sleeping/go online

6> > TOP 3 Outdoor activities :
1st: go back MJ to play
2nd: watch movie
3rd: swimming/gym

7> > TOP 3 Accessories (That You Own) :
1st: stained glass necklace
2nd: black and white diamond ear-studs
3rd: brown and khaki hair-tie

8> > TOP 3 Major Expenses :
1st: food and transport
2nd: CDs
3rd: movies

9> > Top 3 Most Important People
1st: family(all equally important to me)
2nd: friends(i can't have a normal social life without them)
3rd: him(my goal)

10> > Top 3 Favourite Hangout Place:
1st: home
2nd: MJ ava room
3rd: bedok swimming complex

11> > Top 3 Things You Do Everyday :
1st: breathe
2nd: eat
3rd: sleep

12> > Top 3 Favourite Colours :
1st: white
2nd: black
3rd: pale blue

BORED LAH K...

1. one word to describe urseLf:__+* interesting
2. Two things you always say to your loved one/your crush/ significant other:__+* hi baby(?)
3. kinds of clothes you wanna see him/her in:__+* that's only a package, so quite insignificant(winks)
4. name 4 of your friends:__+* Xiaohan, Kok Yong, Gerald, Xiang Rong(name becos i just happened to think of them)
5. what's your favorite number?__+* 26
6. what was the first thing you did after waking up?__+* opening my eyes. what about you?lol.
7. last number of your cellphone number?__+* 3
8. who was the first person that came to your mind as you woke up this morning?__+* lil piggy.
9. who was the last person to make you feel pissed off?_+* hahaha. Danny Chu Hin Wa.
10. what song is on your mind right now?__+* Dou Jiang You Tiao - JJ
11. what was the last thing you wrote...?__+* Japanese Hiragana
12. whom do you want to call you on your cellphone__+* lil piggy. yahoo msn will be nice too.
13. what's your favorite time of day?__+* anytime. as long as there's always PS2, computer with internet network and a bed for me to sleep.
14. do u like the coLor pink?__+* i'm neutral.
15. last song that you sang?__+* Jiang Nan - JJ
16. do you like to sing?__+* yes.
17. have you ever been to Canada?__+* no.
18. what was the last song that you danced to?__+*Amazing Kiss - BoA
19. favorite song:__+* Lian Ai Da Ren - Show
20. Last person you e-mailed?__+* Kyong and gang
21. have you worn/are you wearing braces?__+* no.
22. how often do you buy pre-paid cards?__+* wad's that?
23. who's the last person in your phonebook?__+* ZY
24. if you were given a chance to visit anothercountry, what would it be?__+* japan/taiwan
25. name the person that you want to fall for you at this exact moment:__+* no need to.

Listening to: Jiang nan - JJ
Mood: bored

It has been...2 weeks, 1 day, 13 hrs47mins...since i last met him.

Campfire's burning~!

2005-01-08T02:09:00.000+08:00
Sargas Rox!! hehe.. I think Sargas is still the best house although we got last in place. Sargas 4 got the inspirational award cos of the courageous girl called Dawn. I was so awed by her spirit and how she loved her life. Her passion for life is shown by her never-dying spirit during the orientation. Despite being handicapped, she can dance and jog very well. Another thing i'm thankful is that BK, Muhsin, Charlene and Nuha actually let her to join them in every activities and had built a friendship so strong among the sargas people that the OGLs had enjoyed something which others cannot. For other OH, their aim is to win the game. For Sargas and maybe a few other OH, their aim is the process.

They are self-motivated, enthusiastic and a nice bunch of pple. They did every single props by themselves and the campfire items are of their very own ideas without the help of OGLs. At the end of the orientation, I heard that the Sargas freshmen actually prepared something for the OGLs. That is a big heart-shape candle formation with a 'S' inside the heart. Then they started singing "When we hold on together" and passed down the lyrics so the OGLs can sing with them. The OGLs are so touched and got so much out of it that most of them cried.

I'm glad that Sargas got the most out of their orientation and it makes me learn to be always enjoying instead of focusing on winning.

Listening to: Lian Ai Da Ren - lil piggy
Mood: touched

It has been...1 week,4 days, 13 hrs 39mins...since i last talked to him.

Somewhere out there

2005-01-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

Somewhere Out There - The American Tales
Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moonlight,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
That we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky!
Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then we'll be together,
Somewhere out there,
Out where dreams
Come true...
i like this song because of the above italicised part. just like what i was sort of thinking about. i have a more simple mind which xiaohan thinks that it's a blessing of mine. lol. so i shall preach to all of you now. it is actually a privilege to have someone to think of all the time. the notion of having the person doing the same thing as you're doing now is actually very heart-warming. sometimes i can even imagine how many people in this world are actually doing the same thing as i am now. like typing the same word now. isn't life incredible? love your life, and live it like you've never before. cos before you knew it, it will soon be gone. i hereby send my condolences to the victims of the Tidal Waves Asia.
Listening to: gei ni guan - lil piggy
It has been...1 week, 3days, 12 hrs 32 mins...since i last talked to him.

you're my no.1

2005-01-03T21:54:00.000+08:00
heh. HAPPY SCH-REOPENING for every jc pple out there who are going to sit for their BLOC TEST IN MARCH..hahaha.. haiyah.. actually i missed sch.. but just thinking of attending lectures and doing tutorials make me sick.. so i shall switch to my one and only favourite combi: mass comm. i'll be taking Conversational Japanese cos it might come in handy in the future.. like dating jap guys huh? yah right. lol..

well, i'm at home trying to burn all my calories by learning a super nice dancesteps which i'm quite excited to show Kyong and gang.. hehehe.. easy but fun.. please.. not chicken dance.. my aim is to... okai, i shall not state so soon.. i shall let the river take its course. but hopefully till i meet up with him(which will be maybe in the october?), i can appear more.. hmm.. slim lah.. BUT i must declare that i LOVE myself and everything of myself.. that means i LOVE who i am too.. lol..

another working day for me to earn $64 just by chating on msn tml.. *claps* my daddy is starting to ask me how come my company so dumb.. hmm.. maybe i'm smart? lol..

Listening to: No. 1 - BoA
Mood: elated

It has been...1 week 9hrs and 24mins since i last talk to him.

somewhere out there

2005-01-01T21:49:00.000+08:00
Accompanied my long lost friend Linda Jiang last night at her place.. which is my next block, 11th storey, the corner block.. this woman is so cruel that she haven't contacted me for nearly 5 years ever since she left for USA.. Keep switching places until i lost contact of her.. She thought I shifted too until yesterday when I saw HER in my neighbourhood eating macs with her mum and
It's really a memorable night for me as we talked all night updating each other.. But she's going dad.. lol..to leave again to study back in USA.. My pretty girly friend has got herself an american boyfriend!! haha.. quite cute, but not really my type of liking.. then we digged out the jigsaw that we used to play together, and checked out all the markings we made in her house before she left s'pore.. hahaha.. Then we found one whereby we wrote that we hate each other cos of the very same jigsaw..(kids lah.. aiyah..)

well, i'm going to her place again tonight.. sorry to the 2 gangs of pple(kyong & gang, xh & gang) that i'm not able to be with you all.. think you all called me alot of times but i didn't have my phone with me.. lol.. but the next time we meet i think it'll be on my bdae.. hehehe.. then i'll have a SURPRISE for all of you..

Listening to: Somewhere out there
Mood: contented

It has been...5 days and 9 hrs and 19 mins...since i last talk to him.

New Year Spring Cleaning

2004-12-31T01:30:00.000+08:00
I'll be doing spring cleaning tomorrow.

Listening to: Somewhere out there
Mood: yawn..

It's been...3 days 13 hrs and 30 mins since i last talk to him.

working day..

2004-12-29T14:19:00.000+08:00
It's a shag day today. Surfing the net doing nothing. Can't believe they're actually paying me $8 per hr just to chat with the China agents on MSN.. But i feel that my life is slowly draining away from these work.. maybe i'm going to get myopia soon.. HURR......... i love my eyes.

Yesterday is a super unhealthy day.. ate mum's fried rice for breakfast(brunch), followed by choco chip ice-cream, followed by choco log cake, followed by one big cup of Hershey's Hot Chocolate drink. After meeting up with Kyong and gang, we went to eat. AGAIN. This time it's macs. God knows how long I've ever been to macs. 3 months. and i broke the rules just because there aren't anything other than fast food ard the VCH area. I forgone BK. Purposely. At least macs' foldover is healthier. After i got home, my mum forced me to gulp down 4chicken wings cos she said she had cooked them for my sake.. but it's nice.. my mum's cooking is always the best.. heh.. BUT EWW.. this time confirm at least gain 50lbs liao.. haha.. i wanted to go and swim or at least go gym.. BUT it rain on me lah.. then today is working day, i can't do anything also.. but eat less..

so far today is quite healthy. just 1 hot-dog bread down my stomach. and 500ml of water finishing soon.. maybe i shall go jog ard my neighbourhood after my work.. HMM..

Feel terribly sorry for leaving Kyong, Joy, XR, Jefary, Gerald AND Harris so early last night.. hmm.. maybe not only last night but most of the nights.. but not very good to see my mummy worry also.. later she cry how? lol.. but she had a very good impression on you all lah.. as in like you all alot..

okai, i shall go back and chat with the cheenapiangs.. cos i am one too..

Listening to: Lian Ai Da Ren
Mood: shag
It's been...2 days...since i last talk to him.

happy day

2004-12-27T23:01:00.000+08:00
haha. every singing day is happy day. Plus, i took a photo with hmm.. cute xiaozhu. okai, i shall not praise how cute is him, or else his head become BIG. but nvm lah, he don't quite understand english also. lol.

everything went smoothly today. hmm.. maybe not as good as last time that is beginning of the year. but glad that he still call out my name which he thinks is abit funny har.. good pig. his reaction today is kinda slow, but abit silly too.. suddenly in the middle of nowhere he suddenly grab my hand and "MA!!" haha.. alot of times lidat.. then the most ridiculous time is when he start to spin in his chair, touching the bottom of the table ---

(in chinese)
piggy show: "eh? how come don't have drawer one? hehehe.."
glad:"hmm.. should have one meh?"
piggy show:"hmm.. don't have one meh?"
glad:"i dunno.. you've seen one that has it?"
piggy show:"no..."
glad:"ERH.. hahaha."
others:(glared ridiculously at him.lol.)

*claps* then we took a few photos together.. haha.. and 2 that he took himself with me using my cam.. well, i must say he really can take very well lah.. cos i look good in it.. yup.. haha.. hai, it'll be ard one more year till we meet again.. hopefully still can see his funny-looking expression.. lol..
help him to clarify something -- Selina is like his mum, Hebe the father and Ella & Jolin brothers.. mum as in whenever Hebe nagged him, then Selina will:"yaloh, yaloh".. haha.. so please do not listen completely to the press, EXCEPT FOR ME.. haha.. i'll always write the truth and only the truth.. but there's possibility lah, wad he's saying is.. everyone has a possibility to end up with anyone.. which i agree deeply..

Went to choir prac today and was sorta noisy for the day.. sorry to all, cos very long never see you all.. so i'm missing each and everyone of you.. hai.. but SOMEONE har.. evil and cruel enough to nearly pushed me off the stairs.. *claps* i'm condemning him for the rest of the week. yes. do not talk to me BK. want tok ask meimei or kenneth to pass msg. Ms Lai came in and talked to us and to me too.. she heard of my goings and thinks that i'm a very mass commy person.. lol.. thanks Ms Lai for noticing my articles.. hahaha.. i'll miss you too..

Had dinner with the usual gang this evening at PopeyesChicken@airport. Usual gang as in Jefary, Joy, Kyong, Harris, XR, Gerald, Kevin, Samantha Koh and myself. we had lots of fun making funny faces and they come to a conclusion that i should go and act next time after seeing my tearful, panick-strickened facial expression(like seeing a ghost).. hahahaha.. then i made my most unglam faces just for my beloved friends.. haha.. no one else but only them. hahaha.. happy anot? lol..

Meeting them to go MJband concert tml.. anyone going there too? cya and take care.. oh, do say hi to me if you see me ard..

Listening to: the water dripping sound of my air-con
Mood: hyper-active

P.S: I miss him.

TAUNTING NIGHT

2004-12-25T07:55:00.000+08:00
Had Peiying, Harris, Gerald, Kyong and XR taunt over at my house just now. haha.. It's quite a nice thing to spend a morning christmas with a group of your friends. Very heart-warming experience. But the process of getting to my house isn't a hmm.. memorable one. haha..

After counting down at the Orchard Park, Kyong and I got excited and jump around for dunno how long then Gerald suggested to WALK back to my house. However, we intended to go to Swensen's for an ice-cream treat but knock the idea off when we saw the whole crowd swamming over to Paragon. haha.. The view was rather majestic.. Suddenly there's like no law in S'pore.. But we're still a nice bunch of people, crossing the road, loving our very lives. haha.. Yup, walk ALL the way from Orchard to Dhoby Ghaut MRT. I love SMRT!! They actually extended their last train just for us!! haha. so touched. Being smart people, we took the NE line to Outram so that we won't have to squeeze with the people along the NS line. BUT! We forgot that the EW line is human-operated. THAT MEANS, there's time limit for it. By the time we reached Outram, the announcement declared:"Thank you, our last train towards Pasir Ris had departed......" *claps* But we are still very smart. In the sense that we took the NE line again to Kovan and take to my place. It's nearer and cheaper.

By the time we arrived at my place it's already 2am++. Then we went down to 7-11 to buy some stuff to fill our stomach. Haha.. At my place, Kyong got his new nick. Old kok kok Donald Duck. Given by my dearie mum. hahaha.. the reason is because when he laughed, he flipped his feet in such a vigorous manner that they look like duck's feet. hahahaha.. Then my mum got crazy chatting with us about ME for ard an hour or so before turning in. The gang got a conclusion: My mum knows me very very well. hahaha.. OF COURSE!

We went into my room to play poker cards.. hmm.. but not daidee or wad. It's something quite funny. Something like predicting the future of 4 oppo. sex. hahahaha.. Then when i played the game using Harris, Kyong, Gerald and XR, Harris' cheeks will sag and all the teeth will drop off first, Kyong will have piles first, Gerald will be the one who love me the most, and XR will have the most piles in his lifetime. Abit cruel, but it's meant to be a white(?) joke and we had fun laughing at ourselves. Sad to say, I got nothing for my part when they're looking for the ugliest, the first to bald, the disgusting, etc. among Joy, Peiying, Cassandra and me. The only thing i got is the grossest(?) award. hahaha..

XR is the first one to doze off while we're happily chatting away. Peiying left us at 6am and Gerald and Harris decided to take a nap. By the time, Kyong was also going to go down by sitting down and slowly closing his eyes. so.. that makes me the ultimate survivor! hahaha.. anytime between 10pm to 2am i'll feel drowsy but once after that time i'll be so hyper.. so hyper that they're so shock of my energy level. hahaha..

Well, just had breakfast with them and they're going home to sleep. Poor Harris. Had to go all the way back to Orchard road. hahaha.. Well, I had fun the whole of yesterday and I guess it'll be a super unforgettable morning I had with them. Well, I'm starting to miss them now. And well, I miss him too. haha..

Listening to: Hitomi wo Tojite - Ken Hirai
Mood: missing something

Merry Christmas to all~!

Sickening Drowsiness

2004-12-23T01:01:00.000+08:00
Maybe for the second time in my blog, i'm going to curse. Okai, maybe not. Having a splitting headache now and had only rest for around 3hrs. Thought it will be better. However my world is still spinning around me. The best thing is, I need to finish an article asap and my mind isn't working. Feel so sad.. Can't bake oreo cheesecakes for friends le.. But sipping my hot choco now.. Haven't been eating for today. Hmm..

Listening to: True
Mood: Miserable

worldALL

2004-12-20T23:23:00.000+08:00
In case you do not know what I'm talking about for my title, it's actually: it's a small world after all. lol.

I thought today was going to be a bad day for me. Tio gastric pain this morning and asked for a half-day. Was crouching in my bed the whole morning. Had lunch with Kok yong, Gerald and Harris today at Out of the Pan. So nice to have them eating with me for lunchtime. Not that I missed them, just that they missed me. haha. I really miss the PEOPLE in mjc.

After my work, XR came to fetch me to meet up with Gerald, Kyong and Jeryle to see ACJC choir caroling @ the Esplanade. I have to admit that they're super good. Shall not broadcast, just go listen to them yah? Coincidentally, saw 2 of my "long-lost" friends Yunwen and Ivee(+ her cute bf). Sorry that I didn't really have time to stop and talk to you all. tsk tsk. Went to Le Meridien foodcourt to eat with(?) the Vocal Consort people and got to know Shiyun(tuodiao's) friends Flea, Wanting, Wang Yang and Wei Wei. Guess what? Wei Wei is my favourite senior's boyfriend! haha. what a small world.

Glad: are you 2(wei wei and wang yang) from TPJC?
WW: yes, why?
Glad(pointing to both of them):from NUS?
WW: I am.
Glad: Do you know Huijun?
WW: hmm.. yah.. i KNOW huijun..
Glad(straightforwardly): are you huijun's boyfriend?
WW: yes, i am huijun's bf.

haha. my intuition never fails on me. just 4 questions and i found out we're inter-linked. it's really a small world after all.

Alright, going to rest now. Super tired working 9am to 6pm everyday. half-dead. i'm getting to be so envious of other friends shopping and playing while i'm working on my bread and transport money. but i accept it. it's life. ;)

Listening to: True - Ryan "something"
Mood: tired.(have been writing this all over my old blog. lol)

P.S: my old blog is down. i think tio virus. so don't go there alright? yup

testing..

2004-12-20T13:14:00.000+08:00

i-love-apple

My New Blog.

Shaoxing Trip.Focus Music.ARC Competition.Perfect Semester.JLPT Test.IAP.Tomohisa.

yellow.green.red.

Back to school.

i'm back!!

Almost over you.

Bored. =)

Arena

Blind Spot

Façade

Unknown

Dominant Traits

All Percentages

NRA rocks my socks!! woot~

NRA in da house!

It has begun (Tan A., 2005).

Ah Kow in Action.

I'm so glad.

a letter to H2O.

Rainy Day. =)

Fighting.

I've got a love-hate relationship with Lee Ling.

Family Day.

It's a beautiful day.

It's tiring.

Finally a proper MAF celebration.

Wishlist

I was born to love you

HOLIDAY.

The Pasta gang...

Superstar.

Eyes swollen.

Photobucket

Photobucket

hitomi wo tojite

love?

Animal abuse.

revamped.

Dance.

Hurt.

Birthdate

Chalet

Silly Survey..

Dislocation of muscles and bones..

extremely tired.

Blank..

INSOMNIA?!

radio.blog

tiramisu + wine appreciation day

Keep up with the news, will ya?

MSN.

3% in general population.

First of May

*burp*

i love my mum~

I dream...

i wrote a song~~

PESTered.....

Tired...

生还者

Happy CNY!!

VC concert

ABBA

心中的日月

I am Summer~!

Impresario 2005 - Who's the next 933fm deejay?

Bored.

Campfire's burning~!

Somewhere out there

you're my no.1

somewhere out there

New Year Spring Cleaning

working day..

happy day

TAUNTING NIGHT

Sickening Drowsiness

worldALL

testing..

burp